You already made the choice... you are here to understand why you made it...
i've been expecting you... / i knew you were coming...
How do you know all these? Because that's the reason i'm here for, like all of us here is here for a reason...
What's your point? Oh no, i don't like making points, there is no point. Is that why no young men are made councillors? That's a good point
wOw... jUsT cAmE bAcK fROm mIdnIgHt mOvIe wItH KeLviN sEaN aNd jAsC aT CiNeLeiSuRe... wAtChEd 12.15am sHoW... cOmMeNtS? i siMpLy LoVe tHe mOviE~! aCtiOns wErE fAnTastIc...(thOuGh aBiT eXaGgEratEd)... aNd tHe coNtEnt... cHiM chIm sTuFf... buT mAnAgEd tO gEt tHe hAng oF it... gReAT! i rEcOmMeNd tHiS mOvIe.. gO wAtCH!!!!!
aFtEr mOvIe wEnT cRoWN pRiNcE sWeNsOn'S fOr a biTe... bEfOrE eMbArkIng oN mY jOurnEy hOme...
pOoR KeL diD nOt wAtcH tHe mArIx 1 sO fELL aSLeEp wHiLe wAtChIng MatRix ReLoAdEd... pRoBabLy tOo tIrEd bA... hAiz... fOuNd oUt sOmEthIng abOut hiM whIcH iS rAtHer dIasApPoInTing fOr mE aT LeAst... dIdn'T mAkE iT a pOiNt tO nAg hiM oR wHateVeR cOs i wAs... eRm, hOw tO pUt it... cAN sAy iS tOo apPaLLeD bA... tHoUgh eXpeCtEd iT sInCE iT's nOt thE fIRsT tiMe hE dOeS tHat... hIyA, bAsIcALLy tOo dIsApPoInTeD. aNyWaY i hAvE nO riGhT to sToP hiM... hE's nOt LiKe mY fAtHer oR wHaT yOu kNow... yEaH... jUSt hOpE he'LL bE sEnsIbLe eNoUgH sOoN...
hEe~ thInK i vErY bAd... kEpT biCkEriNg wItH sEaN... jUsT mIsS sCoLdiNg hiM aLL thOsE sTupId nAmeS... dId nOt mEaN wHat i sAId La... jUst tOo LoNg nEvEr "qUarReL" tiLL sO fUn Le... sO yA... tEnd tO gEt iNsEnsItIvE tO hIs cOmpLaiNts aBoUt aRmy LiFe... bOy aR, i'M LisTeNiNg LaR... dOn'T mInd yOu kEEp cOmpLaiNiNg yA... sOrRy iF i wAs tOo hOsTiLe?? hEe~ rEaLLy pAisEH eH... dO tEll mE iF yOu gEt iRRitAtEd bY mE yEa...
it's been like 1 half months we never go out together le.. as in the 4 of us... so i am very very glad to go watch matrix with them today! though disappointing things do happen... i think i'm quite affected by it... haiz... shite... whatever... jasc, think it's a passing phase... yupz. haha... looking forward to the next time we go out together? i won't dare say we still share the bond as strongly as before but it's nevertheless still as fun to go out together la... i'm starting to wonder if i'm really that sadistic. i actually enjoyed quarrelling with silly crab, pig, whatever... seems like after he enlisted i haven't been bickering with anyone... sometimes will feel like to but scared the person take it seriously... you know la... haiz... probably like let it all out today? sometimes you feel rather good after speaking just rubbish... then have fun... you know? anyway bickering can prevent 'boring-ness'... haha... what the hell am i talking about?
wOw... i'M sLeePiNg bEuTy!!! yEah... i dOsLeEp aLoT mAn... *kEkE*
when at times your frustrations' on the verge of exploding... when harsh words are brimming out of your mouth... shut up... you never know whether you'll be able to take them back... by all means pour out your feelings here... your territory... don't bother if people misunderstand your words or don't comprehend them at all... it's your freedom and right to 'throw up' right here... no where else preferably... afterall you are the one who knows yourself best. keep on searching... don't halt... always believe you can and will find the someone you can trust and lean on. it's just a matter of time, dear. you'll definitely find that someone who is as important to you as you are to him/her.. reflect, dear.. reflect... the gap is there, and it will always be... people perceive things differently... that's natural. you have to move on when you realise certain things... maybe not moving on physically but more of emotionally. we all do things we regret... as much as you remorse, you cannot salvage the situation. who's to blame? no one actually... 'cause we all learn from things that happened... whether for the better or worse... true, others may rebut your statements... probably not able to understand it's perfectly your own choice... none of their business in other words... abide to their ignorance, for you are just burning your own house down hating them... they probably are rejoicing for your loathing towards them... humans are ugly, whether you want to accept it or not. live with it then... you are here to discover how ugly humans can get and attempt to handle them... not to reprimand them for being like that... why? simply because you are one of the kind as well.. you jolly well know you are human... NOTHING else...
"a sAd tHiNg aboUt LiFe iS tHat wHeN yOu mEeT sOmeoNe whO mEaNs aLoT tO yOu, oNLy tO find oUt tHaT iN thE eND iT wAs nEvEr bOuNd tO bE aNd yOu jUsT hAvE tO LeT gO..."
