yEah... aFtEr tOnIgHt i'LL gO hOmE! tOo bAd cAn'T sEnD pUi oFf, eNjOy uRsELf yA gEr... dUtY fRee dUtY fRee aR~!~! kEkE... hMmM, wHeN i gEt hOmE oSo mEaNs cAnNoT uSe nEt Le... mY mOnItOr bOnkUs Le... sEe hOw bA... hIaKz~
is it me or is it you? did i led you on? or are you the one who couldn't help it? yeah, life has its ups and downs. i just didn't expect them to be so great... one moment on cloud nine, the other fallen in to the deep valley... learn to trust despite the doubts... overlook the faults and accept the imperfections... i know all these... =) if love is complicated, i'll rather live with complications... i'm willing to take the risk.. am i? are you? is she? will he be? haa~ who's the coward now? once, the fear of losing is too great so i'll rather let go... what happened now? only someone up there knows... am i easily influenced? if yes, you're no better... i hated guessing games... now it has become part of my life... how ironic can this get... yupz, i can be so able to read someone's mind but i usually get lost in my own... should it have been like this? or should it be otherwise? let nature takes it's course? bullshit. there's no such thing in this case... 'nature' only means everything hanging somewhere, going nowhere. which is like shite to me... perhaps the only person i know about least is myself... does it mean therefore i'm in no position to know you? or him? do you in the least bit care? i asked this alot of times... okay, i think this will be the last time i'm asking... it's tiring. even if it means losing you, losing them... losing myself in sorrow... cos i'm afraid i'll not be able to pull myself out when things get any further on my side...
