tentatively being my last day at work... i'm glad to receive a few surprises... nellie came to pass her notes to her friend and accompany me eat lunch! how sweet! then don msg me tell me he's coming sa... philip and joon poh went too! oh, what a happy girl i am! haha... managed to take a glance while they playing bball at the outdoor court.. finally for 1 more time.. most prob the last, i see him play!!! wahahaha... obsession... well, abit the diasppointed with his appearance and attitude... he still look damn cool when he plays bball nevertheless...
okie, we left school and proceeded to queensway to shop! spent alot... well bought almost the same things as nellie.. *satisfied smile* shall embark on another shopping spree soon! haha... can forsee myself going around with a big big burnt pocket as the sale nears the end... *keke* went to meet jasc at bugis and continued shopping... though didn't manage to get my ddp t-shirt... (went there to find it closed).. was so happily shopping that i forgot the time... chatted awhile with jasc and yupz... enjoyed myself thoroughly...
alright... no use denying... you are tearing apart inside... your mind's filled with confusion, deception... you feel cheated... yes, you wonder what the heck ws he trying to tell you, trying to portrait... only to realise he disappeared before you could even attempt to answer and seek for his as well... you hated it, everything hanging in the air... the suspiscious atmosphere is killing you... true, no obligation is required of you to be responsible for your actions... but you just want to find out the truth behind it... you hate the word 'truth'... it hurts badly at times... you wonder if it even exist... fuck, you are collapsing... steadily and gradually... please pick yourself up! before even the last of your flame dies... when at that time nothing else could save you...
