yEaH~! fInALLy gEt tO usE nEt uPdAtE bLoG aGaIn... aFtEr sO mAny dAys... OKaY oKaY, i'LL gO gEt a mOnItOr sOoN... sUpPoSeDLy k vCds aT nELLiE'S pLaCe... bUt i tOo gIaN uSe nEt, sO yEaH, i'M hErE... tHey wEnt aHeAd wTh tHe vCds... kOrEaN sHoW (mermaid)... quItE nIcE... i wAtCHeD some of iT, gOnna wAtCh sOmE mOrE aFtEr diNnEr~!
dUnNo iF tHe cLaSs gAtHeRiNg iS sTiL oN... sTiLL wAiTIng fOr bEn tO coNfIrm... hOPE cAn sEe yA gUyS sOoN~! mIsS yA pPL!! oH yA, jAsC dOn iNeZ bEn cAmE mY pLaCe fOR mAhoNg LasT sAt... tHeN mE aNd jAsC wEnT pArTy @ eMbAsSy... weLL, tHeRe's sUrE aLoT oF pPL... sPeNt aLoT... hAIz... tHiS wEeK wiLL bE mY LasT wEeK wOrkINg... gOttA sTaRt sChoOL sOoN... tHeN gOt oRIeNAtIOn... sigHz...
Compliant to this ignorance Ready to be rid of innocence Awaken from my dream Zealous to end this misery Yearning for a moment to be happy...
thanks alot for being there ger... i'm not hard to see through afterall sia... i know anything and everything is up to me ultimately.. guess each of us have our own problems... right now there's 2 'beings' inside me, fighting a war... soon we'll know who's the survivor... dun be afraid to tell me exactly what you think, cos that's what i need.. i didn't think i'm okay when i say i am but you know i just need to say so to convince myself further... i know you understand it.. it's like sometimes everything just go so fine then suddenly fall into deep valley... can't help wondering perhaps i'm just another of his lesson learnt... i'm in no position to do alot of things and i'm sure i'll be ready to fulfill them when things are settled.. i'll be lying if i'm not hopeful. i'm afraid of being hurt. or am i already? maybe he needs personal time, maybe he's too tired, maybe he's too busy.. so i did not see him for 2 weekends... or maybe he realise he doesn't want things to be this way, he chose to run away given his character... haa, i dunno. actually all i need is abit of assurance, which he probably thinks is insignificant... sometimes very difficult to tell him somethings... you know how he can be misunderstood and not do anything to salvage the situation... you shi hou hen xiang you ge ren ba ta yao xing.. puiee, zhen de hen xiexie ni... *bIg hUgZ*
i don't know what you think about this... but yeah, perhaps like what you've said, he feels tied... thanks for entertaining me whenever i go crazy.. really appreciate it, though i dunno if you get sick of me, ha. guess you never realise i'm on the verge of tears sometimes when i speak to you but thanks for cheering me up most of the time... i'm glad you're here though i used to can't help thinking why is it not him... thanks again...
gALeS hOwLiNg PiTifULLy, CrYiNg oUt mOuRNINgLy. OvEr hErE iNsIdE, dUsT sWiRLs iN sPiTE. nExT tO tHe rAgING eLeMeNtS, I cHeRiSh tHe mOmEnTs, tHaT I hAvE wiTh yOU, eVeN wHeN i Am wiTh yOU...
