sO hApPy mAnAgEd tO sUrPrIsE yOu~~ (all thanks to jasc's idea)... hMmM... tOucHed eH? hEe~ aCtUaLLiE iT's mY fiRsT aTtEmPt tO sUrPrIsE a fReN @ tHeIr pLAcE... sO vErY fUn fOr mE whiLe eXeCuTiNg tHE pLaN... sO sCArEd wHeN wE rEaCh yOur fLaT yOu nOt @ hOmE yA nOe? hIaKz... hEnG tHe eFfOrT nOt wAStEd... =) tHouGh tHe cAb fArE hOmE aBiT tHE sPoILeR... aLL tHe wAy fROM tAmPiNeS bAcK tO jUrOnG bUt sO hApPiE tOdAy~! hApPy bIrThDaY!!!!!!
missed all those fun fun times so much... i know it's so silly to say things like i wish we are what we were... but those days were simply great.. so fast sia... we've known one another for about 8 months... still a long way to go eh... hehz... silly pig.. stop calling me pig... it's mei nu okie... haaa~ get it right the next time! today's your day, so shall 'talk' to ya... thanks for being there... (eh, sound familiar... *wink*) putting up with my nonsense... well, i tolerated ur silliness anyway, haa! kidding arz... hee~ aiya, realise i dunno how to put it in words... something like i think you've sort of like become someone i can't afford to lose... eeee, sound weird... haiz... how to say lehz... argh... like hmmm, can talk to freely about alot of things under the sun... good good... then if lost contact think i'll be very very sad... er, ya, i guess this is something like what i feel... har, dun stress ar... jus saying what i feel... yeah, noe u this silly goonz dunno how to express your feelings wan lar... 'xi guan jiu hao'... haha~ i treasure this relationship among 4 of us so yea... hope we can keep it going... luv ya ppl~!
Tuesday 26 August 2003
``PeAcE``
was on the bus on my way home when i saw a couple with their child(abt 2yrs) sitting opposite me... initially the boy was actively looking out of the window making quite abit of noise.. then he became tired and sat on his father's lap, leaning his head on his father's chest... soon, he fell asleep and the father held him in a way so the boy can sleep comfortably... the mother then took out a small hankerchief to wipe her son's face... the boy looked so peaceful at that moment. the couple's smiles were so genuine seeing their son fall into slumber... dunno why suddenly i felt so so happy for the family... thoughts were running through my mind then... =)
when can i find someone who can give me the kind of assurance and sense of security? how does real peace feel like? how can i and when can i let someone feel this kind of peacefulness? i envied the family... the boy's so adorable... he was sleeping so peacefully... aww...
*dISaPpOiNtMeNt*
if you ever let me hear your voice or see you... i'll scold the hell out of you...
yeah, i've no right to interfere.. it's just that his piece of news is shocking... never in any state of my mind wouldl i think this will happen... but indeed it has... please treasure the person you've sought after who's by your side now... the showering of sweet words and concern is not sufficient... how can you breach the trust she built up for you after so long? it takes along time to build trust but only seconds to break it... you're supposed to be true to her... to put down your pride for your love one... what you've done proves your immaturity... and i'm disappointed in you... haiz... what to do? please do not take her weakness as your bid to gamble her trust... i'm sure you jolly well know it's not worth it... grow up boy.. it's time to do so... dun take this chance for granted... i still wish you the best...
aFtEr a fEw hOURs oF sLeEp @ jAyNe'S rOOm, mE aNd jAsC tOoK shuTtLe bUs tO rAfFLeS hALL vIsIT nELLiE anD LiLiNg... wAnTed tO sTaY fOr aWhiLe tHen gO mEeT jC cLaSs ppL fOr diNNeR... bUt tHen LiHLinG iS coMiNg oVeR aNd iT's hEr LaSt dAy hErE bEfORE gOiNg tO ChInA sHAnGhAi tO sTuDy mEdIcInE~! iF i dUn sTaY... iT's gOiNg tO bE sO sO sO lonG bEfORe i cAn sEe hEr aGaIn... yOnGLiNg aNd sHuHuI aLsO jOiNeD uS iN thiS mInI gAtHeRiNg bEfORe oUr dEaR fReN 'FlY'... sO wE tAlked, waLKEd aBiT aRoUnd tHe hOstEl, LOOkIng oUt fOr cUte gUys tHeY mEnTiOnEd... wEnT tO tHE nEtbaLL cOuRt tO sUpPoRt tHeIr iNtEr-bLaoCk gAmEs... tHeN tOok pIcTurEs... tHeN wEnT fOR sUpPeR... bY tHe tiMe i rEaCh hOmE iT's nEaR 1aM...
did not regret staying to see lihling though got a little twinch of guiltiness not going for dinner with jc frens since i was the one to call them out... but then i was thinking i can owas see them soon since we're in the same country... unlike lihling... at least aother year before we can meet up wor... hope my jc frens understand...the reason why i called other ppl go was cos so far out class dinner only the same few ppl go then i wonder how others are doing... i bet they are thinking the same... yep, ben wanted ask us go out and he's in camp so i help to contact ppl lor... someone has to do it rite... so yalar... hope they enjoyed themselves... if some of them still misunderstood, i also nothing to say liaoz... had a nice time with ny frens... saw many ny ppl like suzhen joyce biwei wendy... reminds me of those days of freedom and innocence... not so much things to worry about... hate growing up... the responsibilities are mounting... what to do? that's life...
aNoThEr cAmpUS bAsH i wEnT tO... wItH jAsC jEsSiCa jAyNe wAIYiNg... tHiS tImE tHE vEnUe iS cHiNabLaCk... sO fAR aLL tHeSe pArTiEs i'Ve yEt gO tO tHe sAmE pLaCe mOrE tHAn oNCe... hA~ aLrIgHT, wEnT tO tHe bAr hAvE somE dRiNkS bEfORE gOiNg tO dAncE fLoOr... tHe mUsIc wAS gOOd aT fIrSt.. tHeN wE gEt qUiTe bOrEd aFtEr sOmE tiME sO wEnT uP tO thE 2nD fLoOr siT sIT... wAiYINg wAsn'T fEeLiNg wELL (must be the tequilla shot)... dEcIdEd tO LeAvE fOr sUpPeR aFtEr jAyNe pLaYeD a rOuNd oF pOoL... thiNk hEr PoSe vErY 'SeI'... hA~
sO wEnT tO eAt cHeEsE pRaTa @ fOnG sEnG aFtEr dRoPpiNg wAiYing aT hEr hOsTeL... haD iCe miLo... sHiOk aR~! wE eVeN wEnT fOr 2Nd rOuNd sUpPeR... aTe 'kUaY cHaP'... yum yUm... tHeN wALkEd bAcK tO kEnT riDgE hALL sTaY oVeR @ jAyNe'S rOoM... bY tHe tIME wE wAsHeD uP, pLaY a fEw gAmEs, LiStEn tO sOnGs.. iT's aBt 5 pLUs... i wAs tHe fiRsT tO coNcUsS. ZZzzZZZzz...
wOoHoo... wEnT fOr mY fiRsT iNLiNe sKatIng sEssIoN tHis aFtErnOoN @ wEsT cOaSt pArK wiTh wAnZ aNd cAnDY... hAd fUn tRyIng tO LeaRn wHaT's bEiNg taUgHt... bEgInNeR's cOuRsE... FiRsT LeArN tO sTaNd, tHeN LeArN tO fALL... haha... tHen aFtEr 2 hOuRs, cAn bLaDe (tHough nOt zAi)... cAn sToP, cAn dO fOrwArD aNd bAcKwArD sWizzLe, cAn tUrN aBiT... sTiLL rOoM fOr iMpRoVeMeNt LaR... LoOK fOrwaRd tO tHe weL come tEa @ fUJi iCe sKatiNg rInG cOmInG thUrs... *smilez*
iT wAs niCe kNowing sOme nEw fRiEnds...(sImin, dAryL, xIuMiN, eLiZaBeTh... i forgot some of their names!!) tHough mAiNLy fRoM yEaR 3...
You should be dating a Taurus.
20 April - 20 May
This gentle creature is dependable, artistic, and very calm and patient. Though Taurus has the tendency to be self-indulgent, stubborn or materialistic, this bull naturally enjoys a roll in the hay!
hA~ OnLy 1 LecTUrE tOdAy fRoM 12pm tO 1.30pM... sTaTiStIcS... aCtUALLy dUn wAnT tO gO bUt tHEn i hAd tO tAkE mY LeGaL bOOk fROM RoBiN... sO hAiz... tHen tHiNk vErY bAd tO pOn LeCt wHeN sCh jUsT sTaRtEd sO yEaH... dRaG mYseLf oUT tO sCh... thiNk mY sTaTs rEaLLy gOne cAsE.. dUn uNdErStAnD qUiTe abIt, gOtTa jIaYoU LoRz... hEe~
aFtEr LeCt wEnT tO eAt tHe bEjInG 'jIaO zI' @ bIzaD cAntEeN... nOt bAd... iT's a tHuRsDaY sPecIaL... mE aNd JiNgtiNg shArEd a pLatE oF 20... yUm yUm~ cAnDY oNLy hAd dEsSeRt... nExT tHuRs tRy tHe JiaO zi k~! *smilez*
nTu bOwLiNg tRiaL
wEnT ovEr tO bUkIt pAnjAnG pLaZa tO sEe jAsc bOWl aFtEr mY LuNcH... sHe gOt bOwLing tRiaL... sHe tIeD wItH tHe 3rD fReShMeN LoRz bUt tHen tHe fReShIe gOt HiGheR hIghEsT gAmE... sO jAsC rAnK 4tH fReShiE... *never mind ger.. bet u'll achieve ur aim someday... jiayou jiayou~!*
mEt dIaNa @ tHe aLLeY tOO~ hAhA... sO lOnG nEvEr sEe hEr lE sHe stiLL so fArNi... sHe's In eNgInE... sEeIng hEr rEmInDs mE oF mY aH bU aNd PapA... hOPe tHeY aRe doiNg fInE...
JaM 'N' HoP~!
tHe nUIs bIzaD pArTy's heLd aT nEwSrOoM bAR [N.B]... wE (jAsC, wAiYiNg, JaYnE, JeSsIcA sEaH, jeSsICa LiM, AmY, YonghUI, pEiwEn, KaILi) sTaYed fOr aWhiLe.. cHeErInG fOR IrZa fOr thE pAegEnT aNd tHen sEe abIT oF stReEt dAncING tHen tALk aBiT oF rUbbIsH tHen wEnT oVEr tO cHeEkY mOnKeYs fOR a dRiNk sInCe iT's LaDIeS NiTe... tHe mUsIc tHerE nOt bAd... hIp hOp r&b... dAnCEd aBiT tHeN dEcIDeD tO gO bAcK tO N.B cOs gOt mOrE pPL dAncE tHeRe... iT wAs fUn~ fiRsT tiMe i tRiEd bAr tOp dAncIng...(with jAsC AmY JeSs IrzA) tHe viEw fRoM uP tHEre wAs qUiTe sHiOk... hAhA... jUs hOpe tHe ppL wUn rEcOgNiSe mE iN cAmPuS... *oh no...* mUsT tHaNk jAsC aNd aMy... i wOuldn'T hAvE wEnT uP iF nOt fOr tHeiR iNsIsteNcE & cOmPaNy... hee~
indeed a good way to let my hair down wor... so fun to go party with a group of friends... all those dancing really proved to be quite a good workout... sweating the 'highness' of our drinks previously off... hee~ of course i knew why people drink to drown their sorrows... i did not mind not being 100% sober ever again... rationality can be heart-aching, practicality sucks... but oh well... there's nothing i can do sia.. the smiley mask is here to stay i guess...
You are "the hero". you're hot. you're on fire. you always get the chick. now don't you have someone to rescue? scram.
hA~ jUsT sTarTed LeCtUrEs tHiS wEeK... hAd aLL mY 5 LecTs le... tMr gOt 1 mOrE sTaTiStIcs LeCt, theN tHaT's tHe eNd oF mY sCh wEeK! yEaH, iT's 3-dAY wEeK w/O tHe tUtOrIaLs... aLrItE, sO fAr sO gOOd... tHoUGh dUN rEaLLy uNdErStAnD mY pRogRaMMing aNd cOmPutInG LeCtUrEr's eNgLiSh... mAnAgEd tO gEt 2Nd hAnD tExTBKs aT ReAsOnaBLe pRicEs...
it's been a few days, uncertain of the progress at the moment... doubtful even of oneself's mind... blinded by obstinacy... time is what crushes all but still trust it to heal... worthless for tears to reign... who doesn't cognize this? words and action do not coincide all the time... possibly consciously now... there's always two roads to choose from, one being smoother than the other... and the only reward is that it's smoother... it does not guarantee more contentment or in other words, less misery... what the hell... repugnance occurs when disappearance act begins...
i wAs LaTe fOr tHe iNtErviEw... sUPPoSeD tO rEaCh @ 1pM... bUt i OvErSLePt.. tHinK i'D hAv miSsEd tHe iNtErvIeW iF aMy hAd nOt cALLed tO wAkE mE uP... yEp.. sO aFtEr i WoKe uP, rEaLisEd i hAd a vErY bAd sOrE tHrOaT... sTiLL cAn sPeaK, jUs tHaT iT's vErI uNcomfOrtAbLe... ha, so yEp, wEnt tO YIH sTuDeNts' uNiOn sEcReAtErIaT aBt 1.20pm wItH aMy aNd wAiYiNg.. fiLLed uP a fOrm... i wAs tHe fIrSt oF 3 oF uS tO go...
gOt 2 gUys fRoM bIz cOm siTtiNg aT tHe bEncH aNd i sAt oPp tHeM iN thE cEntRe lOr... i fOrgOt tHeiR nAmeS.. jUs nOe tHe one oN tHe LeFt's iN bLacK wHiLe tHw oThEr's iN bLue... tHe oNe iN bLue woN LasT yEar'S uNion pAegEnT.. hE's a bIzAdEr... nOt bAd... *wahahahaha* aNywAY, they asKed qNs Like wHy dO i waNt tO jOiN tHeM, wHaT dO i uNdErStAND aBt bIz cOM, wHaT taLeNtS dO i haVe tO oFfEr, wHaT i hOpE tO acHieVe iF i'M iN.. tHeY aLsO aSk mE tO seLL tHem a lIgHT sTiCk, pReTeNd i'M a sALespErsOn wHo hAs a qUoTa tO mEeT... aRgh... tHiNk i fLoP tHaT paRt, cOs i sO nOt a sAleS pErsOn LoRz... bUt qUiTe iNtErEstEd iN maRkEtIng sO tOt cAN LeaRn... hAhA, oTHEr thAn fLoPpIng tHe sCenAriO thIngy i tOt thE rEsT wAs oKay, LaugheD qUitE aBit, they wErE nOt tHaT bAd, nOt iNtImiTaTIng la... mUcH bEtTeR tHan tHe iNtErvIew i hAd to gO thOUgH iN J1 fOr thE co-Op mAaGeMent... 5 or 6 tEacHeRs fOr tHe pAnEl oF iNtErvIEwErS... hAHA... (amy had to sell a slimming course to a slightly underweight guy!)
qUITe aN eXpErIeNcE... i nOt aMbItIoUs i thInK... jUs tHoughT cAn paRtIcIpaTe iN tHeiR orgAnIsAtiOn oF eVeNts wiL bE fUn... gt tO lEaRn thInGs rELevAnt fOr fUtUrE.. tHe bLuE gUy sAy tHey dO wRiTE bUsInEss pROPoSaLs tHen rEmIndEd mE oF tHe sNcF cOmPetItiOn wE jOineD LasT yEaR haha...nOw JusT waIT tO gO tHeiR wELcome tEa nExT sAt...
wEnT tO eAt cHeEsE pRaTa aT oNe oF tHe sHoPs aT fOnG sEnG aFtEr tHaT... waLkeD fRom eUsOf hALL tO tHe sHop... wEatHeR sO hOt! wALkeD pasT IrZa's rOOm tHen cALLeD hiM tO jOiN uS, oNLy tO rEaLisE hE's aT hOmE... hA, yEaH, sO aNyWaY, wEnT hOmE aFtEr oUr LaTe Lunch... rEaCh hOmE i cOncUss le... fEeL LiKE gOiN to faLL sIcK aNy mOmEnT... sO nEvEr gO dOwn hELp rAg sIdE... cAnNot sTaY oVEr iN cAmPuS.. =( sHaLL rEsT tHeN tMr gO sUpPoRt tHeM aT SRC~!
oh ya, amy found the frisby counter during the matriculatin fair!!! yeah! so we can go join their welcome tea oso! haha...
The Goddess Nature: The original mother-goddess, represented by the color green and the element earth. Nature is all about love, kindness, and baking. She is all things domestic. Often has to be the peacemaker in any dispute between her Sisters.
tOdAy'S tHe LasT dAy oF oRiEnTaTIOn wEek... hAd diNnEr @ nUs GuILd hALL.. weLL, eNjOyAbLe nItE.. tHe fOOd's nOt bAd... IrZa'S Mr o-WeEk aNd tHe sEnIoRs weRe sO sWeEt tO gIv uS a sUrpIsE aFtEr thE eVeNiNg pRogRaMmE eNdEd... wE fOLLoWeD tHem aNd cAMe tO bIz sCh, bEsIdE tHe cAntEeN.. mArK anD sHaOyOnG hUNg LigHt sTiCks aRoUnD tHe PLaCe.. sO nIcE! tHeN wE waTcHeD a sHOrt pResEntAtIoN oF aLL tHe pHOtOs wE tOoK dUrInG the wEeK oN LaPtOp.. aFtEr whIcH wE eaCh wErE gIvEn oNe coPy oF tHe pReSEnTatIoN bUrnEd iNtO cD-rOM... wAs tOuChEd bY tHe eFfORt... iT's aLsO oNLy tHeN i rEaLisEd tHe cHeeSe caKe wE hAd oN tHe mOrNiNg oF tHe thIrD dAY wAs bAkEd By mArK~! sO zAi! haha~
iT diD nOt eNd tHeRe, cOS wE dEcIdEd tO 'RePaY' tHeIr kIndnEsS bY sAbOtAgE... (thanz to irza...) wE mAdE mARk iSnA sHaOyOnG anD LiYiNg pLaYeD tHe gAmEs thE cOuPlEs oF thE wEeK pLaYed.. haha!mArK hAd tO pAsS a nAmE cArD tO IsNa (lip to lip) aNd hE hAd tO tHiNk oF a waY tO pIcK hEr uP... sHaOyOnG wAs bLiNdfOldEd and hAd tO mAkE hIs wAy tO LiYing wHo wAs aLsO bLiNdFoLdEd, hOld hEr hAnD, tHe otHeR hANd tOUchIng any pArT oF hEr uPPeR bOdY... wHiLe sHe hAd tO put hEr fReE haNd oN anY pArT oF hIs LoWeR bOdy... so gLaD i wAsn'T iNvOLvEd iN pLaYIng... wAHHaa, iT wAs fUn sEeInG pPL gEtTiNg sAbOeD...
tHe yR 2 gIrLs dAnCed tHe dAnce tO joLiN's '72 bIan' bEfOre wE sTaRteD tAkIng pHotOs... sO nIcE oF tHem... tHey rEaLLy cAN dAncE mAn... iF onLy i cAN dO tHaT aS wELL... haha~
hee, enjoyed myself, though now not really feeling well due to lack of sleep... shall take this weekend to recuperate... hopefully life in uni wun be as bad as i'd thought.. haha, shall go find more ppl who're in the same lecture grp... so can go attend lessons together... oh ya, haven't plan for my tutorials too... hmmm...
wOw... fiNaLLy sEttLed dOwN tO bId fOr mY 1sT sEmEsTeR mOdUlEs... nOt bAd, nOw cAn gEt tHe hANG oF tHe cORs sYsTeM Le... tHoUGH stiLL aBiT uNsUrE aNd wOrrIed aBt tHe aLLoCaTiOn... hOPefULLy bY tHe eNd oF eVeRythIng i cAn gEt a 4-dAy wEeK wiTH aLL tHe 5 cORe mOduLes i wAnT.. *wink*
hAaA~ sO fOr tHe pAsT 3 dAys i'Ve bEeN gOiNg tO nUs bIz sCh fOR oRiEnTaTiOn... gOT tO kNoW qUiTe a nUmbEr oF fReShMeN aNd sENIoRs... tHe seNiOrs aRe reALLy aMiAbLe aNd hELpfuL... eSp wHen aSsIsTiNg iN cLeArInG oUr dOubTs aBoUT tHe bIddIng sYsTeM! tHanKs a miLLiOn~! *grinz* hMMm, sO fAR nOt bAd.. gEttIng aLoNg fInE wiTh mY oG ppL, thOUgh nOt aLL oF them tUrN uP aLL tHe tIme... gLaD tO kNoW pPl liKe jInGTiNg YoNghUi AmY kELLyn Irza LiHuI HasHuRa QiNgyUn JacKLyN KaiLi AdEL.. eTc anD sEnIoRs MaRk(oGL) iSnA(AoGL) LidUaN HaNbIn LyNa ShAoyOnG RobIn KaILi... aRgH, sOmE mOrE cAnNoT rEM naMeS~! *heez*
hmm, looking forward to school life as a bizader... still in the process of adapting i'll say... haha... gonna visit friends at their halls! hmmm... well... *prays hard for bidding*
You are "Beauty and the Beast"! You don't need much in life but are preety content with little things. Your strong point is saying what you're thinking. Just make sure you don't hurt others with what you say even if it is unintentional.
Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the world in a negative or positive way and you'll never judge or assume a situation- you just look at the facts. People like you are peaceful and accepting.
