sO hApPy mAnAgEd tO sUrPrIsE yOu~~ (all thanks to jasc's idea)... hMmM... tOucHed eH? hEe~ aCtUaLLiE iT's mY fiRsT aTtEmPt tO sUrPrIsE a fReN @ tHeIr pLAcE... sO vErY fUn fOr mE whiLe eXeCuTiNg tHE pLaN... sO sCArEd wHeN wE rEaCh yOur fLaT yOu nOt @ hOmE yA nOe? hIaKz... hEnG tHe eFfOrT nOt wAStEd... =) tHouGh tHe cAb fArE hOmE aBiT tHE sPoILeR... aLL tHe wAy fROM tAmPiNeS bAcK tO jUrOnG bUt sO hApPiE tOdAy~! hApPy bIrThDaY!!!!!!
missed all those fun fun times so much... i know it's so silly to say things like i wish we are what we were... but those days were simply great.. so fast sia... we've known one another for about 8 months... still a long way to go eh... hehz... silly pig.. stop calling me pig... it's mei nu okie... haaa~ get it right the next time! today's your day, so shall 'talk' to ya... thanks for being there... (eh, sound familiar... *wink*) putting up with my nonsense... well, i tolerated ur silliness anyway, haa! kidding arz... hee~ aiya, realise i dunno how to put it in words... something like i think you've sort of like become someone i can't afford to lose... eeee, sound weird... haiz... how to say lehz... argh... like hmmm, can talk to freely about alot of things under the sun... good good... then if lost contact think i'll be very very sad... er, ya, i guess this is something like what i feel... har, dun stress ar... jus saying what i feel... yeah, noe u this silly goonz dunno how to express your feelings wan lar... 'xi guan jiu hao'... haha~ i treasure this relationship among 4 of us so yea... hope we can keep it going... luv ya ppl~!
Tuesday 26 August 2003
``PeAcE``
was on the bus on my way home when i saw a couple with their child(abt 2yrs) sitting opposite me... initially the boy was actively looking out of the window making quite abit of noise.. then he became tired and sat on his father's lap, leaning his head on his father's chest... soon, he fell asleep and the father held him in a way so the boy can sleep comfortably... the mother then took out a small hankerchief to wipe her son's face... the boy looked so peaceful at that moment. the couple's smiles were so genuine seeing their son fall into slumber... dunno why suddenly i felt so so happy for the family... thoughts were running through my mind then... =)
when can i find someone who can give me the kind of assurance and sense of security? how does real peace feel like? how can i and when can i let someone feel this kind of peacefulness? i envied the family... the boy's so adorable... he was sleeping so peacefully... aww...
*dISaPpOiNtMeNt*
if you ever let me hear your voice or see you... i'll scold the hell out of you...
yeah, i've no right to interfere.. it's just that his piece of news is shocking... never in any state of my mind wouldl i think this will happen... but indeed it has... please treasure the person you've sought after who's by your side now... the showering of sweet words and concern is not sufficient... how can you breach the trust she built up for you after so long? it takes along time to build trust but only seconds to break it... you're supposed to be true to her... to put down your pride for your love one... what you've done proves your immaturity... and i'm disappointed in you... haiz... what to do? please do not take her weakness as your bid to gamble her trust... i'm sure you jolly well know it's not worth it... grow up boy.. it's time to do so... dun take this chance for granted... i still wish you the best...
