hA~ jUsT sTarTed LeCtUrEs tHiS wEeK... hAd aLL mY 5 LecTs le... tMr gOt 1 mOrE sTaTiStIcs LeCt, theN tHaT's tHe eNd oF mY sCh wEeK! yEaH, iT's 3-dAY wEeK w/O tHe tUtOrIaLs... aLrItE, sO fAr sO gOOd... tHoUGh dUN rEaLLy uNdErStAnD mY pRogRaMMing aNd cOmPutInG LeCtUrEr's eNgLiSh... mAnAgEd tO gEt 2Nd hAnD tExTBKs aT ReAsOnaBLe pRicEs...
it's been a few days, uncertain of the progress at the moment... doubtful even of oneself's mind... blinded by obstinacy... time is what crushes all but still trust it to heal... worthless for tears to reign... who doesn't cognize this? words and action do not coincide all the time... possibly consciously now... there's always two roads to choose from, one being smoother than the other... and the only reward is that it's smoother... it does not guarantee more contentment or in other words, less misery... what the hell... repugnance occurs when disappearance act begins...