sTiLl sEaRcHiNg...
Tuesday, September 30, 2003
Monday 29 September 2003
hAppIe biRtHdAy~
... To cAndY!!!!!! haha... mAy aLL yOuR wiSheS cOme tRue!! sTay hApPie~!
.:dAbEe:. 12:15 AM
Sunday, September 28, 2003
Sunday 28 September 2003
~aBsUrdiTy~
foLLoW yOur hEaRt iT mIgHt nOt aLwAyS bE rIgHt bUt dEspiTe tHe pAIn yOu'LL hAve mEmOriEs tHaT'LL mAke yOu sMiLe eVeN oNCe aNd eVerY rArE whiLe...
>> QuaNdArY <<
tHeRe it iS aGaIn... spur of the moment... i dunno where it was, what it is, when it will be... evolution of predicament...
he : hey! hi...
she : eh, hi... here with?
he : friends lar... cya
she : oh, alright... enjoy
(a long while after...)
he : where are you? i'm feeling sick man, giddy...
she : downstairs, getting sick, jialat..
he : take good care, becareful...
she : i'll try, you dun care anyhow..
he : who says? i do ok...
she : cut the crap.. (glad though suspiscious)
he : why are you like that?
she : you made me like that
he : ...
she : you should know me
he : i do, that's why i know you are not you...
she : oh, that WAS me. she's dead.. I can't feel.. *cynical laugh*
he : (sarcastic) glad you're doing FINE now
she : that's what you assume, no comments.
he : do you have to be so cold?
she : am i? sorry, gtg...
he : (watched her leave)
she's become apathetic... this is cliche but the doings can't be undone... she uses her indifference to veil the stabbed wound... revealing her scar may do her no good... it'll only debilitate her tenacity to withdraw from grief... she allows no sympathy - simply because this the very substance that conceives the wound...
.:dAbEe:. 5:38 AM
Saturday 27 September 2003
hApPiE biRtHdAy...
... tO iAn~! hEhz... tHaNks fOr tHe tReAt dUdE... aLL tHe bEsT! *smilez*
nUsSu bAsH~
...@ zOuK~! hUrm... sTILL diN ReAlliE liKe tHe pLaCe oN mY 2Nd ViSiT... mUsT bE tHe mUsIc... sO nOt iNto TrAnCe lAr... hAiz... i wAnt hIP hOp r&b~! aRgH.. aNyHow... eNjOyEd laR... cOs sEe mANy fAmiLiAr fAceS... liKe jess kaier fabian deren sean ian kelvin fabian keith cheewee calvin hans mark aikkiat bnghua ... etc yeP... finaLLy tRieD sTh nEw tOdAY... heNg nEvEr gOt dRunK... muAhAhah... hEhz.. nOt bAd aR gEr... gOt pIckEd uP... hEhz... aNd yOu... tHe cOmpLimEnT iS sO sWeet hOr... hEhz...
hurm, so you got high eh... that kind of feeling's great... like can jus let your hair down and forget those shitty stuff... though i din believed what u said... (do i even remember?) was glad to hear it... how ironic... *disgusted face* woman... stupidity. woman... never enrage one... so did you get what you want? i guess not *winks* hurm... still dun understand sth u said... u dun seem to care, u are reluctant in fact... *pukes* that's it.. if i go on, the glass'll spill... do as you wish... i couldn't care...
.:dAbEe:. 5:03 AM
Friday, September 26, 2003
Friday 26 September 2003
hApPiE biRtHdAy~
hApPiE biRtHdAy tO KaThY ~!~! tAkE cArE wOR... cYa aROuNd ~! *grinz*
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.:dAbEe:. 2:48 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
Wednesday 24 September 2003
iNcErtiTudE~
it was here... and then it was gone... right up to the brim of my mouth... and then the next second, it diasppeared... i swallowed it perhaps, i'm not sure...
she : i've had enough, it's not good like that.
he : i knew things will turn out this way.
she : oh, great... you KNEW...
he : that's y i've been thinking alot these days
she : i've been thinking too...
he : i love you, i mean it.
she : then why does it have to be this way?
he : it's for your own good darling...
she : but don't you think this is not fair?
he : yes i do...
she(crying) : i know this is wrong and we should correct the mistake.
he : you should move on.
she : yes i should...
he : i don't want this to happen...
she : neither do i...
he : it's unfair to you..
she : stop saying it's all for my own good... do you realise this is not easy at all? what makes you think that our decision will minimise the agony? i know i sound contradicting...
he : do you know how hard this is for me? i don't want to hurt you...
she : quit acting like a saint... you are not and you will not be
he : i'm sure you know you're important to me
she : i'd rather not be.. it'll only make me feel worse...
he : can you wait for me?
she : you want me to say yes, then you'll say i should not... so, alright, i'll say no...
he : i'll call you back later... you need to cool down.
she : don't bother, i'm fine and i'll be fine...
he : ...
she : (hangs up)
she : i know it's going to be hard for us, for me... i'm not too sure about you... i dunno what i should feel now... dun even dare harbour the hope of hearing from you ever again... go ahead... i'll be fine, i think...
.:dAbEe:. 10:25 PM
Tuesday 23 September 2003
>> PiRaTeS oF tHe CaRrIbEaN <<
wAtCheD tHe mOvIe @ PS wiTh sEaN jAsC... wELL, hE's miSsIng, (wat's new?) aNyWaY, tHe show qUiTe nIcE LaR... sO fArnI... haHa, had a gOod LauGh... rEcOMMenD tHe sHow... cAn wAtCh... heeZ...
haha, so farni how come can talk so much? got reallie so much to talk? hurm... you seem into it yet not into it... sth like diving... still got oxygen tank there to keep your brain working... so good good... when ur oxygen runs out... ermm... wait wait, mayb you should stick to scuba diving at the moment? muahaha... i know you super sensible... not like bad ger like me oso... jus keep whateva things clear headed yep... hehz... *hugz*
well, nothing much to say... jus different... *shrugs* should be tired? rest well... thanks for absorbing part of the ticket... sorrie i'm late... =( cya sat...
gOoD NiGhT
uSe a BLaNkEt
cOvEr yOursELf
fRoM tHe CoLd
rEaLiTy fAcIng uS
oUt tHeRe
iN tHis sTaRlIt wOrLd
sEeMs bEniGn
bUt iN fAcT tReAcHeRoUs
LuLLiNg uS iNtO
a fALsE sEnSe
oF sEcUrItY
LuRiNg uS dEePeR
iNsiDe tHis LadYbRiNtH
oF LiEs aNd pRoMiSeS
faLsE oNeS tHaT iS
wHiCh wiLL uNdErMiNe
oUr vErY eXiStEnCe
mAkIng uS bUt
PuPpETs oF oUr dEstiNy
wAiTInG wAtIng...
fOr iT tO cAtCh uP
wiTh uS mErE mOrTaLs
pEaCe~
-by sean
.:dAbEe:. 2:21 AM
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
Wednesday 17 September 2003
qUizZeS~!
Friend Bear
You are everyone's ideal friend because you are sincere and genuinely kind. Sometimes you worry about your friends' problems so much, you forget about your own responsibilities, which can get you into trouble. For you, it's the little things that really count. You also happen to be the main driver of the Cloud Car. No speeding!
You are a friggin' Italian plumber because you are
Mario.
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.:dAbEe:. 6:41 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2003
Sunday 14 September 2003
PaStAmAniA diNnEr wiTh...
... pR sCh fRiEnDs~! (yongling matthew guowei yanting renjian guanren) @ hArBoUr FrOnT... iT's ReALLy nIcE tO sEe tHem aFtEr sO sO lOng... hUrM, iT's aBiT tHE LasT mInUtE, sO diN mAnAgE tO GeT mANY oThEr pPl... nEvErTHelEss... iT's fEeLs gOoD tO tALk... bLaBbEr nOnsEnsE aBt pR sCh's sTuFF... hAHA... tHosE wErE tHE dAYs... aNywAY, tOnIgHT's a sHoRt mEEt uP... tOoK pHoTo wiTH gUaNREn's cAmErA aT tHe oVeRhEAD bRidGe bEfORe wE paRt... hOpE tO sEe yA pPL sOoN~!
sO paiSeH tO cAndY... cOuLdn'T maKe iT tO gO tReAtMeNt wiTh hEr... cOs yeSteRdAY pArtY sIaO Liao... sO wOkE uP hEaDaChE, tHen wEnT bAcK tO sLeEp... hIaZ...
nanyang days were memorable... but i feel so at ease when i'm my pr school frens as well... it's like i'm back to who i was in those days... hitting one another, laughing at the silly things we did... bullying the guys and so on... i mean... it's good to once in a long while 'relocate' my innocence... they're really a bunch of nice frens... sometimes i wish i can just meet up with friends everyday... i dun wan to study... i dun wan to work... sianz man... haha... i dun wan to grow up... though life now in uni is fun... i miss them... so i'm so so glad we went for dinner... till the next gathering...
.:dAbEe:. 11:33 PM
Saturday 13 September 2003
19 yEaRs oN eArTh~
yEt aNoThEr YeAr pAsSed siNcE i wAs bOrn... hEhz... yEah, hApPy biRtHdAY tO me...
wEeE hOuRs~
... bAkEd cOoKiE wiTH mY MeI aFtEr 12aM... aCtUaLLiE wAnTeD tO sTaRt eArLiEr bUt wAs oN tHe pHoNe wiTh MaRk... tALkiNg aBoUt nVaC mEeTiNg sTuff... tHen hE pUrPosELy tALk tiLL 12aM... eNdEd uP hE's tHe fiRsT pErsOn tO wiSh mE hApPy biRtHDaY... hEhz... aNywAY, i sWiTcHed mY Hp tO siLeNt mODe aFtEr tHe mSg rIngtOne rEpEatEdLy rAng fOr a fEw miNuTes... mY mUm aCtUaLLiE wOke uP tO asK mE tO sWiTcH iT oFf cOs tOO nOisY... hAhA... i wAs sUrpRisEd tO rEcEivE mY fiRst gReEtiNg tHroUgh sMs fRoM ZhigUaNg... tHaNks pEePz fOR rEmEmbErInG~! rEaLLy tOuChEd... *hugz*
MaRcHe LuNcH wiTh...
... JC fReNs (wanhui siva valerie inez junming benjamin jeffrey yulun)... i wAs LaTe... diN gEt tO sEe jiNgLiN... sOrRiE gEr... tiL nExT oUtiNg yEaH! *smilez* hAd a niCe LuNcH aT hEeReN's mArChe, cAtCh uP wiTH oNe aNoThEr's LiFe... hEHz... aFtEr LuNcH wE tOoK sOMe pIcTUrEs... tHen wEnT tO pLaY pOoL... hAhA... tHe gUIyS pLaYeD La... rEsT oF uS wATcHeD... tHEn cHiT chAt... tHey aTe tHe cOoKieS i mAdE... sO hApPiE~! *haha* rEaLLiE gLaD tO mEeT uP... sO lONG nvEr sEe sUm oF them... eSp YuLuN jEfFrEy... oH yA... tHaNks fOr tHe pReSeNt... tHe rOxY sLiPPeRs aNd tOp fiTs mE! hAhA... tHaNks pEEpZ... *hugz*
SiZzLeR diNNeR wiTh...
... NaNyAnG bAbEs (liling waiying qianyu yongling nellie jasc)... yAnGdY mEt mE aT ciTy hALL... sHe cOULDn'T maKe iT fOR diNNeR... aNywAY, tHaNks fOr tHe bRaCeLeT! iT's rEaLLy sWeEt.. *muackz*... haha... yUp, sO tHE rEsT oF uS aTe diNner... sO sO fiLLiNg... iN tHe eNd coUldn'T fiNiSh mY biRtHdAy cAKe... wAnTeD tO tAKE pHoTo wiTH mY cAmErA oNLy tO rEaLiSe bAtTeRy fLaT... aRgh... sO uSe nEL's cAmErA iNsTeAd... hEhz... weLL, wE tALked aBiT... tHaNKs fOr tHe tOp! diN eXpEcT iT... rEaLLy... tHen 3 oF uS (yongling jasc me) wenT cHiNa BaR... LiStEneD tO LivE bAnD... dRaNk aBiT... siT aNd tALked tHeN hOme sWeEt hOme...
i enjoyed my meeting up with friends... basically it's jus another day... only diff is get to meet so many of my friends... like chatting with them.. ask them about their life, what's going on and stuff like that... hee... well, din expect quite a number of ppl to remember my bday... so very happie when i receive their msgs... thanks ya... *heez* couldn't really explain how i felt... cos it's like i din look forward to anything so i'm happie... but on the other hand, i din expect YOU to forget about today... it sort of affected me... guess i'll take it that YOU are dead... eh pig(u noe who u are), ur msg's sweet... haha, thanks... dunno why i so happy when i read it... hope u mean it... *haha* but then again, i wun be surprised if u forgot what u sent...
.:dAbEe:. 11:06 PM
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Tuesday 2 September 2003
~...~
hmmm, strange. i dun usually start like this... but what the heck.. start to have many many questions in my mind... but then again, think they are always there, jus need time to slowly discover and hopefully try to answer... life so far's not bad... starting to get busy as projects come... *still hoping to build good rapport with my groupmates*... it's not easy but hey, at least i'm trying... no point wallowing in self pity or get frustrated over things... if they're not what you expected... live with it and make the best out of what you get... afterall, you may not be what they'd expected in the first place... =) alright, this shall be my resolution this semester...
wEnT tO Jp LoOk fOr pUIeE aNd fLoR.. tOt i'LL jUs pOp bY tO sEe tHem, heez~ aNywAy, i tRiEd tO uNdErSTaNd mY IT tExT bEfOrE gOiNg mEeT tHem... hOpELess mAN, gOnEcAsE... i'D bEtTeR sEeK hELp soon... aRgH... *pulls hair*
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.:dAbEe:. 7:26 PM
Monday, September 01, 2003
Monday 1 September 2003
tEaCheRs' DaY...
hEhz.. HaPpy tEachEr's dAY~! dIaoOn.. iN school comp lab now, so sian, waiting for my biz law tut to start @ 3... argh.....
^NvAc aGm^
hAd tO cAnceL mY dInNeR wITh bInGhUa cOs gOT cAugHT uP bY thIs aGm... sTaRteD @ 6.30pm, iN YIH Conference Room... qUiTe aN eXpErIeNcE fOr mE... tRieD rUnNiNg fOr tHe mAIN cOm tReAsUrEr oUt Of cUriosiTy... mY coMpEtItOr(DaNnY) iS rEaLLy gOoD... i wAs qUiTe sUrPRiseD oUr qUaLifIcaTIoNs wErE aLmOsT oN pAr... hE's bEeN tReaSureR fOr mANY yEaRs... i tOt i wAs cRaSi eNuFf... *wow* pLus hE's BeEn iN tHe CcA sInCe LasT yEaR (he's year 2 atrs student)... aLmOsT eVeryoNe kNoWs hiM. sO yALa, i dIn gEt iT, hEe~ hE wAs qUiTe 'jIng zHaNg' bUt tHen i toLd hiM duN woRrIe lAr... wiTh hIs suPpOrT sUrE nO pRob... =) mArK gOt tHe pOsT oF eXtErnaL rELatIons PrOjEcT dIrEctOr whILe sHaOyOnG bEcaMe MaRkEting dIrEctOr... *congrats!* aGm eNdEd qUiTe LaTe.. (abt 1030) sO tHen sy oFfErEd tO sEnd mE hOmE... qUitE paIsEh aCtUaLLy bUt yEaH, gOt a rIDe hOme iN tHe eNd... =) mY mA wAs LiKe, hUh? sO fAsT rEaCh hOme? haha.. tHanks fOR the riDe anYwAY... *smilez*
today's agm reminded me of jc days... when i was running and appointed treasurer for co-op... hmmm, i wasn't disappointed or wat today... just felt good to experience how it was like up there... brings back memories esp when answering questions from the floor though i dunno majority of them... i used to be really really flustered standing in front of so many ppl i dunno trying to speak... but hey! things are getting better eh... i dun really feel anxious or scared(is it wat u call stagefright?) today... hehz... jus abit shut off after answering first qn... perhaps cos i was half awake... hee~ *scratch head* so for the rest of the 5 or 6 qns basically i dun remember what i said... wahahaha... was touched when peirong xiaoling came up to me and said, "once a saint always a saint..." thanks peepz... *hugz* alright, so now i shall consider whether to join any sub com... hee~ and how i can contribute to nvac... think i super inactive... gotta buck up liaoz! *gosh*...
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.:dAbEe:. 2:34 PM
Saturday 30 August 2003
#LeGaL aNs aCcT dIscUssiOn#
.. rEacHed KaILeE's hALL nEaR 4 tHen pRocEeDed tO rEmAIniNg oF oUr LegAL tUtOrIaL qUeStiOns... tHen dId aBiT oF aCCOunTinG tUt pReSeNtAtIoN... hAhA~ sO tHen lEfT aT 6 Plus tO gO mEeT pUIee iN tOwN.....
^hENnA tAtOo^
yEah~ wEnt gEt mY hENnA dOnE tOdAy @ oRcHaRd~!... pUIeE gOt oNe oN hEr NaPe... mInE's oN aNkLe... sHaLL pOsT tHE pIcS uP iN mY gEociTieS wEbBy, sO cHecK iT oUt eh! hAa~
~cHiNa bAr~
fOrGoT jEsS gOiNg cHiNa bAr tOdAY... sO lok cok lok cok gO find hEr sHuN bIaN gO viSiT jAyNe siNcE sHe wOrKinG tHeRe... nO mOoD fOr dAncInG sO juS sAt therE wAtcH ppL dAncE, eNjOy tHe mUsiC... hEe~ nOt bAd... i'LL tRy tO LisTeN aND LiKe rOcK yEaH... hAhA...
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