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Wednesday, September 24, 2003

 
Wednesday 24 September 2003


iNcErtiTudE~


it was here... and then it was gone... right up to the brim of my mouth... and then the next second, it diasppeared... i swallowed it perhaps, i'm not sure...


she : i've had enough, it's not good like that.
he : i knew things will turn out this way.
she : oh, great... you KNEW...
he : that's y i've been thinking alot these days
she : i've been thinking too...
he : i love you, i mean it.
she : then why does it have to be this way?
he : it's for your own good darling...
she : but don't you think this is not fair?
he : yes i do...
she(crying) : i know this is wrong and we should correct the mistake.
he : you should move on.
she : yes i should...
he : i don't want this to happen...
she : neither do i...
he : it's unfair to you..
she : stop saying it's all for my own good... do you realise this is not easy at all? what makes you think that our decision will minimise the agony? i know i sound contradicting...
he : do you know how hard this is for me? i don't want to hurt you...
she : quit acting like a saint... you are not and you will not be
he : i'm sure you know you're important to me
she : i'd rather not be.. it'll only make me feel worse...
he : can you wait for me?
she : you want me to say yes, then you'll say i should not... so, alright, i'll say no...
he : i'll call you back later... you need to cool down.
she : don't bother, i'm fine and i'll be fine...
he : ...
she : (hangs up)
she : i know it's going to be hard for us, for me... i'm not too sure about you... i dunno what i should feel now... dun even dare harbour the hope of hearing from you ever again... go ahead... i'll be fine, i think...



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