it wasn't time for you to know... you do not see beyond what you understand...
hope is an indulgence i do not have time for...
oracle: i don't know all... i always believes...
wAtChed tHE mOvIE aT ciNeLeISuRe... wiTH jAsC sEaN... cooL mOvIE... aCtiOns wEre greAt~! tHoSe cReEpy cRawLieS wEre eEeEwww... hEhz... eNjOyEd iT wOR!
the choice made... the step taken... the consequence forseeable... all these within a short span of 2 weeks... it's amazing what an ordinary looking and thinking person can do... he brings her out of the world she has always known... he teaches her to see things in another perception... he surprises her with his gentleness... he encourages her to move on... he shows her what is simple which to her was complex... most importantly, he walks into her life at the time when she's looking for a short escape from her uninteresting lifestyle... she thinks: "even if he is deceiving, even if he is different, even if others are not willing to accept... i'm happy for the time being..." she's definitely not clouded by her indulgence, blurred by her need to be dependent... she just chooses to be another person... to try to comprehend what others are unable to... she wants to do the things she was not able to in her old life... she is looking for the patch of grass that gives the sense of belonging selflessly...
i know you care... my apologies for the insistence.. however you may attempt to see things from my view... certain things are meant for you and you only... the escape route is supposed to be hidden... not that it may not be discovered... but i want that to be spontaneous and not induced... i promise i'm well aware of my doings... please do not be worried... these are all parts and puzzles of growing up... identity crisis... rest assured the route will be directed by me to you.. when the time is right...
