sTiLl sEaRcHiNg...

Saturday, December 06, 2003

 
Thursday 4 December 2003


cAnOn MPC190


hAd a mEetiNg aT yOng eN cAre cEntRe (chinatown) iN tHE aFtErnOoN.. WeNT siM LiM sQ wiTh mArK sEe pRiNtErs.. dEciDed oN this mOdEL.. 3-in-one CaNon MPC190... cOSt aROuNd $200 pLus.. wOw.. pOcKet biG biG hoLe liAoz... wEnt lOoK aT diGicAm tOo.. dEciDeD nOt tO gEt iXus i.. cOS nO oPticAL zOoM.. thE nExt oNE i tArgEt sHOuld bE iXus 2 oR eXiLiM... hUrm.. shAll see hOw bAr... =) oH yEp.. fiNaLLy rEtUrneD neLLie hEr jAckEt aFtEr so LoNg... pAisEh aR gEr... eNjOy yA tRIp yEp!! cOMe bAck le tHEn wE gO siNg kTv aLRite! *hugz* hAd diNnEr aT bUgIs.. oNE oF tHE jAp rEsTaurAnts.. nOt bAd lAr the foOd.. sPicy rAmen rEaLLy sPicY!! hAd a gOod taLk wiTh aLaN.. hE's sO eAsY tO tALk tO mAn.. aCtuALLie thInK hE's rAtHEr iNsPirIng aT tiMes.. mAYbE cOs hE's 24 liAo.. liKE hIs tHoUghts vEry mAtUrEd.. hUrm.. yEp.. hAd a nICe tiMe lAr..


Wednesday 3 December 2003


KTV oUtiNG!!!


oH mAn.. sO lOng nEvEr wake uP sO eArly lE... wEnt NVPC aT 10am fOR mEetiNg wITh HRSS... aFtEr tHAt wEnt hOme a wHiLe... thEn wEnt jUroNg eAst eAt lUncH wiTH rObiN liDuaN.. fiNaLLy gOT tHe cHAncE to gO KTV!! robin liduan yonghui zhaofeng me wEnt K bOx siNg!!! hAd lOtS oF fuN siNgiNg aLoNg... hEHz!! sHIok aR!! coOLz.. aFtEr kTv wEnt toWn mEeT nel jasc yongling foR diNnEr aT sAkAe sUsHI... nIcE tO mEet uP.. =) hEHz.. *hugz* iT's a rEaLLy fuN-fiLLeD dAy mAnz... wOw...


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Monday, December 01, 2003

 
Monday 1 December 2003

YELLOW You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

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Wednesday, November 26, 2003

 
Wednesday 26 November 2003


oOPs~


sheesh... look wat i've done to my blog.. gosh... okieokie, under revamp... argh...


.:dAbEe:. 9:28 PM

Wednesday, November 12, 2003

 
Wednesday 12 November 2003


pLeAsAnt deLiGht~


indisputable contentment long sought after... once again... she has chosen to overlook the countless divergence... basking in his thoughtful assurance... reluctance to depend on his persuasion... her judgement is here to stay... her apologies for the veiled sentiments but she truthfully appreciates his companionship...


simplicity was what drove her to the edge of withdrawal... yet she's holding on to it right now, this moment... in fact enjoying the genuine responses that resulted... what he doesn't realise is that bliss may be short lived...


.:dAbEe:. 10:49 PM

Tuesday, November 11, 2003

 
Tuesday 11 November 2003


eXaMs cOmMIng...


streSsfuL wEek i'LL sAy, fOR mANy... i nOT sURE iF i aM.. oR iS iT jUs PMs... bUT weLL, tHE sENSe oF uRgenCy hAsn'T tAkeN eFfEct.,.. hEhz.. whiCh eXPLaiNs wHY i'M sTiLL hEre Eh... hARhaR~!


wEnT sCh LiB sTuDy wiTH wAiyINg yoNGhui... did 3 cHApTeRs oF mArkEtiNG... and soME MCQs.. .thIs sPeeD cANnOt mAKe iT mAN.. goTtA fAstEr aR! anYwAY.. hAd a sMaLL tALk wiTH wAIyIng.. fELt mUch bEtTEr afTer thAT... thANks gEr... *smilez*


... hEhz, tO rEwARd mY hArDwOrk toDay...(considering my level of competence this sem), dEciDeD to caLL fOR pIzzA dELiverY fOR diNNer~!nIcE nIcE... RoBiN caLLeD aND oRdErEd... hEhz.. tHen wE sTudiEd aBiT whIle wAiTIng foR Our foOd to coME... thEn iT's tiME tO tuCk in bEfoRe wE kNow iT.. yUm! gReAT diNNer!!!


bUt theN suPEr siNFUl siA... haiz... wEnT hOme.. dEciDed to gO doWn foR a jOg siNce weAthEr tOdAY sO gOod... mY 1sT jOg iN goD kNows hOw mANy doNkey mONtHS... woW... cooLz... sHIoK aR.. tHE fEelInG oF wiNd oN mY fACE... yEah! jOggiNg mAkes mE hAppY! rEaLLy fElt bEttEr aFter the jOg... tHoUght aBOut aLot oF thInGs whiLe i wAs jOggINg... gOOd tiME to thInk... aM begiNNing to sEe the LiGHT.. LoUsy mOod osO diMiNIsHEd lE.. yEs!!! shALL jOg mOre oFtEn maN... hEe~


10001110010001000010001111101010110101010101110101100101010101100101
(binary code-means : mOrE wOrDs fOm mAtRix rEvoLutioNs...)*winkz*


smith: everything that has a beginning has an end...
frenchman: an event can never occurr without a consequence... cause and effect...


wOW... i aM sO sEriOusLy oBsESsed wiTh thIs MaTriX tHeORy.. tOO bAd tHe tRilOgY hAs tO sTaY a tRiLogY... mAnY pOssiBLe 'CodiNgs' LeAviNg uP tO uS tO dEciFeR... haR! sHitE, sTaRt to sPEaK iN 'mAtRix' LaNgUaGe... stress is but a word...


.:dAbEe:. 11:34 PM

Sunday, November 09, 2003

 
Saturday 8 November 2003


mAtRix rEvOLutiONs~!


it wasn't time for you to know... you do not see beyond what you understand...

hope is an indulgence i do not have time for...

oracle: i don't know all... i always believes...


wAtChed tHE mOvIE aT ciNeLeISuRe... wiTH jAsC sEaN... cooL mOvIE... aCtiOns wEre greAt~! tHoSe cReEpy cRawLieS wEre eEeEwww... hEhz... eNjOyEd iT wOR!

the choice made... the step taken... the consequence forseeable... all these within a short span of 2 weeks... it's amazing what an ordinary looking and thinking person can do... he brings her out of the world she has always known... he teaches her to see things in another perception... he surprises her with his gentleness... he encourages her to move on... he shows her what is simple which to her was complex... most importantly, he walks into her life at the time when she's looking for a short escape from her uninteresting lifestyle... she thinks: "even if he is deceiving, even if he is different, even if others are not willing to accept... i'm happy for the time being..."
she's definitely not clouded by her indulgence, blurred by her need to be dependent... she just chooses to be another person... to try to comprehend what others are unable to... she wants to do the things she was not able to in her old life... she is looking for the patch of grass that gives the sense of belonging selflessly...


i know you care... my apologies for the insistence.. however you may attempt to see things from my view... certain things are meant for you and you only... the escape route is supposed to be hidden... not that it may not be discovered... but i want that to be spontaneous and not induced... i promise i'm well aware of my doings... please do not be worried... these are all parts and puzzles of growing up... identity crisis... rest assured the route will be directed by me to you.. when the time is right...


.:dAbEe:. 7:17 PM

Wednesday, November 05, 2003

 
Tuesday 4 November 2003


re:Miq... your urban fairy godmother...


tHaT's mY mArkEtiNg pLaN... wOw... hAd mY maRkeTIng pReSentAtiOn tOdAy.. aM rEaLLie rEaLLie gLaD oUr eFfOrTs pAid oFf! tHaNks tO jO aNgELa yOnghUI fOR tHe wOndErfuL wOrk!!!!!!!!! oVeRjOyeD is tHE wORd mAnz... tUtOr wAs iMprEssEd, sAid oUr pLan wAs fEaSiBLe dUN pUT iT tO wAstE! wOw... sO pROUd oF oUr pROjEct... aLoT oF wORk dONe... bUT wOrtH iT~! gUeSs tHE fAsHiON sHow wiTh oUr mOdELs wAs wAt iMpReSseD tHe cLasS? hUrm, nOT fOrgEttiNG tHE wHOle rAngE oF sTuff liKE nAmecARds pOsTcArdS mAgAziNE aRtiCleS cAtAloG bRocHuRes fReE giFt pAcK wE pReParEd... LuRvE oUr mArKetiNg pLan!!! *muackz* oH yAr... tHE mOdELs wErE gReAt! aPPrEciAtE tHeiR heLp mAnz... =P cAn't wAiT tO sEe tHe fOtOs aND viDeO fiLMeD fOR oUR pReSentAtiON!! hEe~ tHE oTher gRouP tHAt pReSeNTeD tOdaY wAs gReAt tOo... tHE aMbIeNce wAs sO sO nIcE AnD cOmfY... lIGhTInG(they pasted yellow cellophane paper over the lights to create the oriental feel), thE sCeNTeD cAndLe(really nice scent during their presentation)... thE bAcKgRoUnd mUsIc... wOw.. iMprEssiVe! =) gUeSs This pReSEnTatiOn gReAtLy iNcReAsEd mY iNtErEsT iN mARkEtiNg... bUT wEll.. hUrm... nVm, sTiLL gOT 3 sEM bEfORe i NeEd tO dEciDe mY mAjOr... hEe!
wAnT tO sHArE mY jOy!!! sO hEre's mY eNtRy... hEhz... gOtTa tHanK aLot oF pPL wOR... tHAnKS rObiN aKa zHu tOu fOR heLpIng uS bInd oUr cAtAloG aND giViNg aDviCeS fOR tHe sLiDes~! *bows 90 degrees* wiLL tReAt yA sUpper *promise*!!
tHANKs mARK fOR teLLiNg mE wAt oUr tUTOr liKes aND fOR giVING sUggEstIONs tO tHE pReSentATiOn! (esp the 5th 'P')... *winkz*
tHaNks tO wAnz fOR lEndiNG mE yA bAdgE aNd pRoM dReSs...
tHanKs sHuz fOR yA bADgE...
aNd tO oTheR ppL wHo hELpEd iN tHis pRojEct iN oNe wAy oR aNOtHEr... thAnkeW~
hAR, it'LL bE greAt iF wE rEaLLie sTaRt bUsINeSs.. bUT i nOe nOT sO EaSy oNE lAR... sO mUch wORk tO do... aND tHEn nO tiMe woR... hEe!
pEePz, tAke mARketINg mOduLe aS cRoSs fAc mOduLe... rEaLLy fUN wOR!!!


.:dAbEe:. 1:56 AM

Monday, October 27, 2003

 
Saturday 25 October 2003


uNiNtENdEd wORDs...


sOmeoNe bROuhgt bAck hOpe tO mE... aFtEr i'vE lEaRnt tO bUrY tHE uNrEaLisEd dEsiRe... Erm, nOT tHAT iT wAs suPPoSeD tO bE tHis wAy... bUt i tOt iT woUld bE nIcE tO rEcEiVe sTh fRM sOme ppL u tAKe gReAT cONcErn iN... fOR a dAY i tHiNk iS iMpT tO mE... tHeRe aNd tHen, i rEgReTtEd sAyINg wAt i sAid... 'fOrgEt iT lAr'... iT's hArd tO dEscRiBe hOw iT fELt tHen... oR eVen nOw... oF cOs iF iT mEans aN oPpOrtuNiTy tO fiNaLLie hAvE aT lEaSt a sHoRt 'rEuNiOn', i'LL bE dELiGhTed... bUt aS i'Ve sAid... i'Ve lEaRnt tO bUrY tHaT.. aND tAke nOTe iT tAKes nOT a sHoRt tiMe tO do So... i'D bE lYiNg iF i dENy tHE fAct tHAt i diD eXpEct sTH.. bUT the tHIng iS sO wHAt?!?!?! oNLy tO fEeL dIsaPPoINtEd... jAsC, i cONfiRM oPtiON d... cHAnGe tO aNOtHEr dEssErt.. i kNow tHIs is nOT tHe time... aND i'm fINe.. sErioUsLy.. oK gUYs... aLL tHe bEsT fOR uPcOMiNg eXaMs~!



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Thursday, October 16, 2003

 
Thursday 16 October 2003


hApPiE biRtHdAY~


.... tO ShIgUaNg yEp...


aCcEptEd wiSdOm``


Tree


The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees.
Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love alot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal.

I like her.
I really like her.
Like her innocence,
like her frankness.
Like her cuteness,
like her intelligence and her fragility.
Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me.
I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish.
I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her.
I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her.
The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years.
She watch me chase after gals, and I have made her heart cry for 3 years.

She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director.
When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us.
She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off.

The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day.
When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom.
She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something.
I watch her cry for an hour or so.

My 4th girlfriend didn't like her.
There was once when both of them quarreled.
I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend.
I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked.
I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend.

The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened.
I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers.

When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out.
After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her.
She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too.
I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together.
I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while.
A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting.
His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school.

I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her.
When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it.
It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest.
I couldn't breath.
Wanted to shout but can't.
Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry.
How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too.

During graduation, I read a sms in my hp.
It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry.
I haven't read it since then.
It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay"


Leaf

During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why?
Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so
long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy.

The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon.
It's like 100 rotten sour lemon.
Sourness to the extreme limit.
They were only together for 2 mths.
When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness.
But after a mth, he got together with another gal.
I like him & I know he like me.
But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move?

Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt.
Time after time, my heart was hurt.
I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love.
If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well.
It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend.
Liking a person is very heart wrenching.
I can know his likes, his habits.
But his feelings towards me I can never figure out.
You can't expect me a gal to ask him right?

Despite that, I still want to be by his side.
Care for him, accompany him, love him.
Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me.
It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms.
I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me.
Because of this, I waited for him.

The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up.
Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting.
The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years.

Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me.
Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly.
From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart.
He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree.

In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my
heart.
I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...


Wind

Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away.

When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school.
I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer.
During ECA time, she will always be sitting there.
Be it alone or with her friends looking at him.
When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes.
When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes.
Looking at her became my habit.
Just like she likes to look at him.

One day, she didn't appear.
I felt something amissed.
I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness.
The senior as also not there as well.
I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her.
Tears were in her eyes while he left.
The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him.
I walked over and smiled to her.
Took out a note & gave to her.
She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note.

The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left.

Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away

It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree

I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls.
I know that the person she loves is not me.
But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me.

Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times.
Every time, she will divert away from the topic.
But I never give up.
If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over.
I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her.
Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope.
Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend.

I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head".
"Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head"
She replied loudly.

I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell.
During the moment when she opens the door.
I hugged her tightly.

Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit.
Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay...



.:dAbEe:. 9:04 PM

Tuesday, October 07, 2003

 
Monday 6 October 2003


tIrEd~!


sTaRtEd sCHoOL aT 10aM... lUNcH aT 12pm... pRojEct diScUssiOn aT 1 pM... LessOn aT 3pM... lEssON eNds aT 6pM... mEeTinG fOr nVaC sTuFf aT 6pM... mEeTINg eNdEd aT 11pM... rEaCheD hOme 11.30pM... aTe diNnEr aT 12.15aM... sTaRt doInG tUe's tUt aT 12.30aM... cOmPleTeD aT 2.30aM... sLePt aT 3.15aM...
wOw... aM oN mY wAY tO bEcOMIng wAlkIng zOmbIe... hUrm... tHINk paNda sOUnds cUtER... *crasiness*


Sunday 5 October 2003


~LeGaL diScUssIoN~


hAr... iT's a sUndAY... sUpPosEd tO sLeeP tiLL aFtErnOoN... bUt dRaGgEd mYseLf oUt tO sChoOL fOr biZ LaW tUT diScUssiOn (janet alice qiuxia kailee me)... hAiz... aNyHow... iT wAs qUiTe fUn lAr... wE WeNt tO LiBrAry tO bOoK a sEmiNaR rOoM TheN sTaRt dIscUssInG... dIsTrACTed aLoNg tHe wAY... hEe~ tHen coUlDn'T rEaLLy fiNisH bUt i wAs sUpEr hUngRy AnD aLiCe gTg, so yEp... eNded oUr aBt 2 hOuR gATHERing, hEe~


hErCuLes gAtHeRiNg~


wEnT tO RoBiN's pLaCe... rEaCheD liKe nEaR 3Pm... aM tHe lAsT tO rEaCh... tHe ResT gOt (liduan shaoyong isna lyna kaili zhaoyong waiying yonghui zhaofeng jingting)... wHaT wE diD? hURm... wAtCh vCd, sEe pHoTos, yEaR bOoKs, mAsTeRpiCes bY tHe hOsT *winkz*, pLaYed gAmEs... sIng sOngs... hEhz... tHen 6 oF uS (robin shaoyong zhaofeng liduan yonghui me) wEnt wEsT CoaSt mARkEt fOr diNnEr... maNaGeD tO sQuEezE oUrsELvEs iNtO sHaOyOng's cAR tHo tHe pLaCe nOt fAr frOm RoBiN's pLaCe... hAhah.... aFtEr diNNer wEnt gInzA pLaY pOoL... wE wErE taLkng aBoUT sCaRY sTuff aLoNG tHE wAY... sO whEn onE oF uS waNts tO gO tOiLeT jUs b4 wE gO pLaY pOoL... aLL oF uS dEciDed tO wALk tHerE tOgEtHer, hAha... abIt sTupId hOr, bUt wEll, fUn laR, haha... tHe reSt sHun bIan gO tOiLeT lOrz... hee~
iT wAs fUN... eNjOyed mYseLf lAr... hOme sWeEt hOMe tO pIa tUt aT aROuNd 10.30pM... *yawns*


.:dAbEe:. 7:46 PM

Tuesday, September 30, 2003

 
Monday 29 September 2003


hAppIe biRtHdAy~


... To cAndY!!!!!! haha... mAy aLL yOuR wiSheS cOme tRue!! sTay hApPie~!


.:dAbEe:. 12:15 AM

Sunday, September 28, 2003

 
Sunday 28 September 2003


~aBsUrdiTy~


foLLoW yOur hEaRt iT mIgHt nOt aLwAyS bE rIgHt bUt dEspiTe tHe pAIn yOu'LL hAve mEmOriEs tHaT'LL mAke yOu sMiLe eVeN oNCe aNd eVerY rArE whiLe...


>> QuaNdArY <<


tHeRe it iS aGaIn... spur of the moment... i dunno where it was, what it is, when it will be... evolution of predicament...


he : hey! hi...
she : eh, hi... here with?
he : friends lar... cya
she : oh, alright... enjoy
(a long while after...)
he : where are you? i'm feeling sick man, giddy...
she : downstairs, getting sick, jialat..
he : take good care, becareful...
she : i'll try, you dun care anyhow..
he : who says? i do ok...
she : cut the crap.. (glad though suspiscious)
he : why are you like that?
she : you made me like that
he : ...
she : you should know me
he : i do, that's why i know you are not you...
she : oh, that WAS me. she's dead.. I can't feel.. *cynical laugh*
he : (sarcastic) glad you're doing FINE now
she : that's what you assume, no comments.
he : do you have to be so cold?
she : am i? sorry, gtg...
he : (watched her leave)


she's become apathetic... this is cliche but the doings can't be undone... she uses her indifference to veil the stabbed wound... revealing her scar may do her no good... it'll only debilitate her tenacity to withdraw from grief... she allows no sympathy - simply because this the very substance that conceives the wound...


.:dAbEe:. 5:38 AM

 
Saturday 27 September 2003


hApPiE biRtHdAy...


... tO iAn~! hEhz... tHaNks fOr tHe tReAt dUdE... aLL tHe bEsT! *smilez*


nUsSu bAsH~


...@ zOuK~! hUrm... sTILL diN ReAlliE liKe tHe pLaCe oN mY 2Nd ViSiT... mUsT bE tHe mUsIc... sO nOt iNto TrAnCe lAr... hAiz... i wAnt hIP hOp r&b~! aRgH.. aNyHow... eNjOyEd laR... cOs sEe mANy fAmiLiAr fAceS... liKe jess kaier fabian deren sean ian kelvin fabian keith cheewee calvin hans mark aikkiat bnghua ... etc yeP... finaLLy tRieD sTh nEw tOdAY... heNg nEvEr gOt dRunK... muAhAhah... hEhz.. nOt bAd aR gEr... gOt pIckEd uP... hEhz... aNd yOu... tHe cOmpLimEnT iS sO sWeet hOr... hEhz...


hurm, so you got high eh... that kind of feeling's great... like can jus let your hair down and forget those shitty stuff... though i din believed what u said... (do i even remember?) was glad to hear it... how ironic... *disgusted face* woman... stupidity. woman... never enrage one... so did you get what you want? i guess not *winks* hurm... still dun understand sth u said... u dun seem to care, u are reluctant in fact... *pukes* that's it.. if i go on, the glass'll spill... do as you wish... i couldn't care...


.:dAbEe:. 5:03 AM

Friday, September 26, 2003

 
Friday 26 September 2003


hApPiE biRtHdAy~


hApPiE biRtHdAy tO KaThY ~!~! tAkE cArE wOR... cYa aROuNd ~! *grinz*


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Wednesday, September 24, 2003

 
Wednesday 24 September 2003


iNcErtiTudE~


it was here... and then it was gone... right up to the brim of my mouth... and then the next second, it diasppeared... i swallowed it perhaps, i'm not sure...


she : i've had enough, it's not good like that.
he : i knew things will turn out this way.
she : oh, great... you KNEW...
he : that's y i've been thinking alot these days
she : i've been thinking too...
he : i love you, i mean it.
she : then why does it have to be this way?
he : it's for your own good darling...
she : but don't you think this is not fair?
he : yes i do...
she(crying) : i know this is wrong and we should correct the mistake.
he : you should move on.
she : yes i should...
he : i don't want this to happen...
she : neither do i...
he : it's unfair to you..
she : stop saying it's all for my own good... do you realise this is not easy at all? what makes you think that our decision will minimise the agony? i know i sound contradicting...
he : do you know how hard this is for me? i don't want to hurt you...
she : quit acting like a saint... you are not and you will not be
he : i'm sure you know you're important to me
she : i'd rather not be.. it'll only make me feel worse...
he : can you wait for me?
she : you want me to say yes, then you'll say i should not... so, alright, i'll say no...
he : i'll call you back later... you need to cool down.
she : don't bother, i'm fine and i'll be fine...
he : ...
she : (hangs up)
she : i know it's going to be hard for us, for me... i'm not too sure about you... i dunno what i should feel now... dun even dare harbour the hope of hearing from you ever again... go ahead... i'll be fine, i think...


.:dAbEe:. 10:25 PM

 
Tuesday 23 September 2003


>> PiRaTeS oF tHe CaRrIbEaN <<


wAtCheD tHe mOvIe @ PS wiTh sEaN jAsC... wELL, hE's miSsIng, (wat's new?) aNyWaY, tHe show qUiTe nIcE LaR... sO fArnI... haHa, had a gOod LauGh... rEcOMMenD tHe sHow... cAn wAtCh... heeZ...


haha, so farni how come can talk so much? got reallie so much to talk? hurm... you seem into it yet not into it... sth like diving... still got oxygen tank there to keep your brain working... so good good... when ur oxygen runs out... ermm... wait wait, mayb you should stick to scuba diving at the moment? muahaha... i know you super sensible... not like bad ger like me oso... jus keep whateva things clear headed yep... hehz... *hugz*


well, nothing much to say... jus different... *shrugs* should be tired? rest well... thanks for absorbing part of the ticket... sorrie i'm late... =( cya sat...


gOoD NiGhT
uSe a BLaNkEt
cOvEr yOursELf
fRoM tHe CoLd
rEaLiTy fAcIng uS
oUt tHeRe
iN tHis sTaRlIt wOrLd
sEeMs bEniGn
bUt iN fAcT tReAcHeRoUs
LuLLiNg uS iNtO
a fALsE sEnSe
oF sEcUrItY
LuRiNg uS dEePeR
iNsiDe tHis LadYbRiNtH
oF LiEs aNd pRoMiSeS
faLsE oNeS tHaT iS
wHiCh wiLL uNdErMiNe
oUr vErY eXiStEnCe
mAkIng uS bUt
PuPpETs oF oUr dEstiNy
wAiTInG wAtIng...
fOr iT tO cAtCh uP
wiTh uS mErE mOrTaLs
pEaCe~


-by sean


.:dAbEe:. 2:21 AM

Wednesday, September 17, 2003

 
Wednesday 17 September 2003


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Sunday, September 14, 2003

 
Sunday 14 September 2003


PaStAmAniA diNnEr wiTh...


... pR sCh fRiEnDs~! (yongling matthew guowei yanting renjian guanren) @ hArBoUr FrOnT... iT's ReALLy nIcE tO sEe tHem aFtEr sO sO lOng... hUrM, iT's aBiT tHE LasT mInUtE, sO diN mAnAgE tO GeT mANY oThEr pPl... nEvErTHelEss... iT's fEeLs gOoD tO tALk... bLaBbEr nOnsEnsE aBt pR sCh's sTuFF... hAHA... tHosE wErE tHE dAYs... aNywAY, tOnIgHT's a sHoRt mEEt uP... tOoK pHoTo wiTH gUaNREn's cAmErA aT tHe oVeRhEAD bRidGe bEfORe wE paRt... hOpE tO sEe yA pPL sOoN~!


sO paiSeH tO cAndY... cOuLdn'T maKe iT tO gO tReAtMeNt wiTh hEr... cOs yeSteRdAY pArtY sIaO Liao... sO wOkE uP hEaDaChE, tHen wEnT bAcK tO sLeEp... hIaZ...


nanyang days were memorable... but i feel so at ease when i'm my pr school frens as well... it's like i'm back to who i was in those days... hitting one another, laughing at the silly things we did... bullying the guys and so on... i mean... it's good to once in a long while 'relocate' my innocence... they're really a bunch of nice frens... sometimes i wish i can just meet up with friends everyday... i dun wan to study... i dun wan to work... sianz man... haha... i dun wan to grow up... though life now in uni is fun... i miss them... so i'm so so glad we went for dinner... till the next gathering...


.:dAbEe:. 11:33 PM

 
Saturday 13 September 2003


19 yEaRs oN eArTh~


yEt aNoThEr YeAr pAsSed siNcE i wAs bOrn... hEhz... yEah, hApPy biRtHdAY tO me...


wEeE hOuRs~


... bAkEd cOoKiE wiTH mY MeI aFtEr 12aM... aCtUaLLiE wAnTeD tO sTaRt eArLiEr bUt wAs oN tHe pHoNe wiTh MaRk... tALkiNg aBoUt nVaC mEeTiNg sTuff... tHen hE pUrPosELy tALk tiLL 12aM... eNdEd uP hE's tHe fiRsT pErsOn tO wiSh mE hApPy biRtHDaY... hEhz... aNywAY, i sWiTcHed mY Hp tO siLeNt mODe aFtEr tHe mSg rIngtOne rEpEatEdLy rAng fOr a fEw miNuTes... mY mUm aCtUaLLiE wOke uP tO asK mE tO sWiTcH iT oFf cOs tOO nOisY... hAhA... i wAs sUrpRisEd tO rEcEivE mY fiRst gReEtiNg tHroUgh sMs fRoM ZhigUaNg... tHaNks pEePz fOR rEmEmbErInG~! rEaLLy tOuChEd... *hugz*


MaRcHe LuNcH wiTh...


... JC fReNs (wanhui siva valerie inez junming benjamin jeffrey yulun)... i wAs LaTe... diN gEt tO sEe jiNgLiN... sOrRiE gEr... tiL nExT oUtiNg yEaH! *smilez* hAd a niCe LuNcH aT hEeReN's mArChe, cAtCh uP wiTH oNe aNoThEr's LiFe... hEHz... aFtEr LuNcH wE tOoK sOMe pIcTUrEs... tHen wEnT tO pLaY pOoL... hAhA... tHe gUIyS pLaYeD La... rEsT oF uS wATcHeD... tHEn cHiT chAt... tHey aTe tHe cOoKieS i mAdE... sO hApPiE~! *haha* rEaLLiE gLaD tO mEeT uP... sO lONG nvEr sEe sUm oF them... eSp YuLuN jEfFrEy... oH yA... tHaNks fOr tHe pReSeNt... tHe rOxY sLiPPeRs aNd tOp fiTs mE! hAhA... tHaNks pEEpZ... *hugz*


SiZzLeR diNNeR wiTh...


... NaNyAnG bAbEs (liling waiying qianyu yongling nellie jasc)... yAnGdY mEt mE aT ciTy hALL... sHe cOULDn'T maKe iT fOR diNNeR... aNywAY, tHaNks fOr tHe bRaCeLeT! iT's rEaLLy sWeEt.. *muackz*... haha... yUp, sO tHE rEsT oF uS aTe diNner... sO sO fiLLiNg... iN tHe eNd coUldn'T fiNiSh mY biRtHdAy cAKe... wAnTeD tO tAKE pHoTo wiTH mY cAmErA oNLy tO rEaLiSe bAtTeRy fLaT... aRgh... sO uSe nEL's cAmErA iNsTeAd... hEhz... weLL, wE tALked aBiT... tHaNKs fOr tHe tOp! diN eXpEcT iT... rEaLLy... tHen 3 oF uS (yongling jasc me) wenT cHiNa BaR... LiStEneD tO LivE bAnD... dRaNk aBiT... siT aNd tALked tHeN hOme sWeEt hOme...


i enjoyed my meeting up with friends... basically it's jus another day... only diff is get to meet so many of my friends... like chatting with them.. ask them about their life, what's going on and stuff like that... hee... well, din expect quite a number of ppl to remember my bday... so very happie when i receive their msgs... thanks ya... *heez* couldn't really explain how i felt... cos it's like i din look forward to anything so i'm happie... but on the other hand, i din expect YOU to forget about today... it sort of affected me... guess i'll take it that YOU are dead... eh pig(u noe who u are), ur msg's sweet... haha, thanks... dunno why i so happy when i read it... hope u mean it... *haha* but then again, i wun be surprised if u forgot what u sent...


.:dAbEe:. 11:06 PM

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

 
Tuesday 2 September 2003


~...~


hmmm, strange. i dun usually start like this... but what the heck.. start to have many many questions in my mind... but then again, think they are always there, jus need time to slowly discover and hopefully try to answer... life so far's not bad... starting to get busy as projects come... *still hoping to build good rapport with my groupmates*... it's not easy but hey, at least i'm trying... no point wallowing in self pity or get frustrated over things... if they're not what you expected... live with it and make the best out of what you get... afterall, you may not be what they'd expected in the first place... =) alright, this shall be my resolution this semester...


wEnT tO Jp LoOk fOr pUIeE aNd fLoR.. tOt i'LL jUs pOp bY tO sEe tHem, heez~ aNywAy, i tRiEd tO uNdErSTaNd mY IT tExT bEfOrE gOiNg mEeT tHem... hOpELess mAN, gOnEcAsE... i'D bEtTeR sEeK hELp soon... aRgH... *pulls hair*



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Monday, September 01, 2003

 
Monday 1 September 2003


tEaCheRs' DaY...


hEhz.. HaPpy tEachEr's dAY~! dIaoOn.. iN school comp lab now, so sian, waiting for my biz law tut to start @ 3... argh.....


^NvAc aGm^


hAd tO cAnceL mY dInNeR wITh bInGhUa cOs gOT cAugHT uP bY thIs aGm... sTaRteD @ 6.30pm, iN YIH Conference Room... qUiTe aN eXpErIeNcE fOr mE... tRieD rUnNiNg fOr tHe mAIN cOm tReAsUrEr oUt Of cUriosiTy... mY coMpEtItOr(DaNnY) iS rEaLLy gOoD... i wAs qUiTe sUrPRiseD oUr qUaLifIcaTIoNs wErE aLmOsT oN pAr... hE's bEeN tReaSureR fOr mANY yEaRs... i tOt i wAs cRaSi eNuFf... *wow* pLus hE's BeEn iN tHe CcA sInCe LasT yEaR (he's year 2 atrs student)... aLmOsT eVeryoNe kNoWs hiM. sO yALa, i dIn gEt iT, hEe~ hE wAs qUiTe 'jIng zHaNg' bUt tHen i toLd hiM duN woRrIe lAr... wiTh hIs suPpOrT sUrE nO pRob... =) mArK gOt tHe pOsT oF eXtErnaL rELatIons PrOjEcT dIrEctOr whILe sHaOyOnG bEcaMe MaRkEting dIrEctOr... *congrats!* aGm eNdEd qUiTe LaTe.. (abt 1030) sO tHen sy oFfErEd tO sEnd mE hOmE... qUitE paIsEh aCtUaLLy bUt yEaH, gOt a rIDe hOme iN tHe eNd... =) mY mA wAs LiKe, hUh? sO fAsT rEaCh hOme? haha.. tHanks fOR the riDe anYwAY... *smilez*


today's agm reminded me of jc days... when i was running and appointed treasurer for co-op... hmmm, i wasn't disappointed or wat today... just felt good to experience how it was like up there... brings back memories esp when answering questions from the floor though i dunno majority of them... i used to be really really flustered standing in front of so many ppl i dunno trying to speak... but hey! things are getting better eh... i dun really feel anxious or scared(is it wat u call stagefright?) today... hehz... jus abit shut off after answering first qn... perhaps cos i was half awake... hee~ *scratch head* so for the rest of the 5 or 6 qns basically i dun remember what i said... wahahaha... was touched when peirong xiaoling came up to me and said, "once a saint always a saint..." thanks peepz... *hugz* alright, so now i shall consider whether to join any sub com... hee~ and how i can contribute to nvac... think i super inactive... gotta buck up liaoz! *gosh*...


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Saturday 30 August 2003


#LeGaL aNs aCcT dIscUssiOn#


.. rEacHed KaILeE's hALL nEaR 4 tHen pRocEeDed tO rEmAIniNg oF oUr LegAL tUtOrIaL qUeStiOns... tHen dId aBiT oF aCCOunTinG tUt pReSeNtAtIoN... hAhA~ sO tHen lEfT aT 6 Plus tO gO mEeT pUIee iN tOwN.....


^hENnA tAtOo^


yEah~ wEnt gEt mY hENnA dOnE tOdAy @ oRcHaRd~!... pUIeE gOt oNe oN hEr NaPe... mInE's oN aNkLe... sHaLL pOsT tHE pIcS uP iN mY gEociTieS wEbBy, sO cHecK iT oUt eh! hAa~


~cHiNa bAr~


fOrGoT jEsS gOiNg cHiNa bAr tOdAY... sO lok cok lok cok gO find hEr sHuN bIaN gO viSiT jAyNe siNcE sHe wOrKinG tHeRe... nO mOoD fOr dAncInG sO juS sAt therE wAtcH ppL dAncE, eNjOy tHe mUsiC... hEe~ nOt bAd... i'LL tRy tO LisTeN aND LiKe rOcK yEaH... hAhA...


.:dAbEe:. 2:31 PM

Thursday, August 28, 2003

 
Thursday 28 August 2003


`~hApPiE biRtHdAy...


... tO SeAn dA siLLy piG~!


sO hApPy mAnAgEd tO sUrPrIsE yOu~~ (all thanks to jasc's idea)... hMmM... tOucHed eH? hEe~ aCtUaLLiE iT's mY fiRsT aTtEmPt tO sUrPrIsE a fReN @ tHeIr pLAcE... sO vErY fUn fOr mE whiLe eXeCuTiNg tHE pLaN... sO sCArEd wHeN wE rEaCh yOur fLaT yOu nOt @ hOmE yA nOe? hIaKz... hEnG tHe eFfOrT nOt wAStEd... =) tHouGh tHe cAb fArE hOmE aBiT tHE sPoILeR... aLL tHe wAy fROM tAmPiNeS bAcK tO jUrOnG bUt sO hApPiE tOdAy~! hApPy bIrThDaY!!!!!!


missed all those fun fun times so much... i know it's so silly to say things like i wish we are what we were... but those days were simply great.. so fast sia... we've known one another for about 8 months... still a long way to go eh... hehz... silly pig.. stop calling me pig... it's mei nu okie... haaa~ get it right the next time! today's your day, so shall 'talk' to ya... thanks for being there... (eh, sound familiar... *wink*) putting up with my nonsense... well, i tolerated ur silliness anyway, haa! kidding arz... hee~ aiya, realise i dunno how to put it in words... something like i think you've sort of like become someone i can't afford to lose... eeee, sound weird... haiz... how to say lehz... argh... like hmmm, can talk to freely about alot of things under the sun... good good... then if lost contact think i'll be very very sad... er, ya, i guess this is something like what i feel... har, dun stress ar... jus saying what i feel... yeah, noe u this silly goonz dunno how to express your feelings wan lar... 'xi guan jiu hao'... haha~ i treasure this relationship among 4 of us so yea... hope we can keep it going... luv ya ppl~!


Tuesday 26 August 2003


``PeAcE``


was on the bus on my way home when i saw a couple with their child(abt 2yrs) sitting opposite me... initially the boy was actively looking out of the window making quite abit of noise.. then he became tired and sat on his father's lap, leaning his head on his father's chest... soon, he fell asleep and the father held him in a way so the boy can sleep comfortably... the mother then took out a small hankerchief to wipe her son's face... the boy looked so peaceful at that moment. the couple's smiles were so genuine seeing their son fall into slumber... dunno why suddenly i felt so so happy for the family... thoughts were running through my mind then... =)


when can i find someone who can give me the kind of assurance and sense of security? how does real peace feel like? how can i and when can i let someone feel this kind of peacefulness? i envied the family... the boy's so adorable... he was sleeping so peacefully... aww...


*dISaPpOiNtMeNt*


if you ever let me hear your voice or see you... i'll scold the hell out of you...


yeah, i've no right to interfere.. it's just that his piece of news is shocking... never in any state of my mind wouldl i think this will happen... but indeed it has... please treasure the person you've sought after who's by your side now... the showering of sweet words and concern is not sufficient... how can you breach the trust she built up for you after so long? it takes along time to build trust but only seconds to break it... you're supposed to be true to her... to put down your pride for your love one... what you've done proves your immaturity... and i'm disappointed in you... haiz... what to do? please do not take her weakness as your bid to gamble her trust... i'm sure you jolly well know it's not worth it... grow up boy.. it's time to do so... dun take this chance for granted... i still wish you the best...


.:dAbEe:. 10:38 AM

Thursday, August 21, 2003

 
Wednesday 20 August 2003


nUs rAfFLeS HaLL


aFtEr a fEw hOURs oF sLeEp @ jAyNe'S rOOm, mE aNd jAsC tOoK shuTtLe bUs tO rAfFLeS hALL vIsIT nELLiE anD LiLiNg... wAnTed tO sTaY fOr aWhiLe tHen gO mEeT jC cLaSs ppL fOr diNNeR... bUt tHen LiHLinG iS coMiNg oVeR aNd iT's hEr LaSt dAy hErE bEfORE gOiNg tO ChInA sHAnGhAi tO sTuDy mEdIcInE~! iF i dUn sTaY... iT's gOiNg tO bE sO sO sO lonG bEfORe i cAn sEe hEr aGaIn... yOnGLiNg aNd sHuHuI aLsO jOiNeD uS iN thiS mInI gAtHeRiNg bEfORe oUr dEaR fReN 'FlY'... sO wE tAlked, waLKEd aBiT aRoUnd tHe hOstEl, LOOkIng oUt fOr cUte gUys tHeY mEnTiOnEd... wEnT tO tHE nEtbaLL cOuRt tO sUpPoRt tHeIr iNtEr-bLaoCk gAmEs... tHeN tOok pIcTurEs... tHeN wEnT fOR sUpPeR... bY tHe tiMe i rEaCh hOmE iT's nEaR 1aM...


did not regret staying to see lihling though got a little twinch of guiltiness not going for dinner with jc frens since i was the one to call them out... but then i was thinking i can owas see them soon since we're in the same country... unlike lihling... at least aother year before we can meet up wor... hope my jc frens understand...the reason why i called other ppl go was cos so far out class dinner only the same few ppl go then i wonder how others are doing... i bet they are thinking the same... yep, ben wanted ask us go out and he's in camp so i help to contact ppl lor... someone has to do it rite... so yalar... hope they enjoyed themselves... if some of them still misunderstood, i also nothing to say liaoz... had a nice time with ny frens... saw many ny ppl like suzhen joyce biwei wendy... reminds me of those days of freedom and innocence... not so much things to worry about... hate growing up... the responsibilities are mounting... what to do? that's life...


.:dAbEe:. 2:36 PM

 
Tuesday 19 August 2003


*~sPoRtS bAsH~*


aNoThEr cAmpUS bAsH i wEnT tO... wItH jAsC jEsSiCa jAyNe wAIYiNg... tHiS tImE tHE vEnUe iS cHiNabLaCk... sO fAR aLL tHeSe pArTiEs i'Ve yEt gO tO tHe sAmE pLaCe mOrE tHAn oNCe... hA~ aLrIgHT, wEnT tO tHe bAr hAvE somE dRiNkS bEfORE gOiNg tO dAncE fLoOr... tHe mUsIc wAS gOOd aT fIrSt.. tHeN wE gEt qUiTe bOrEd aFtEr sOmE tiME sO wEnT uP tO thE 2nD fLoOr siT sIT... wAiYINg wAsn'T fEeLiNg wELL (must be the tequilla shot)... dEcIdEd tO LeAvE fOr sUpPeR aFtEr jAyNe pLaYeD a rOuNd oF pOoL... thiNk hEr PoSe vErY 'SeI'... hA~


sO wEnT tO eAt cHeEsE pRaTa @ fOnG sEnG aFtEr dRoPpiNg wAiYing aT hEr hOsTeL... haD iCe miLo... sHiOk aR~! wE eVeN wEnT fOr 2Nd rOuNd sUpPeR... aTe 'kUaY cHaP'... yum yUm... tHeN wALkEd bAcK tO kEnT riDgE hALL sTaY oVeR @ jAyNe'S rOoM... bY tHe tIME wE wAsHeD uP, pLaY a fEw gAmEs, LiStEn tO sOnGs.. iT's aBt 5 pLUs... i wAs tHe fiRsT tO coNcUsS. ZZzzZZZzz...



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Sunday, August 17, 2003

 
Sunday 17 August 2003


iNLiNe sKaTiNg~!


wOoHoo... wEnT fOr mY fiRsT iNLiNe sKatIng sEssIoN tHis aFtErnOoN @ wEsT cOaSt pArK wiTh wAnZ aNd cAnDY... hAd fUn tRyIng tO LeaRn wHaT's bEiNg taUgHt... bEgInNeR's cOuRsE... FiRsT LeArN tO sTaNd, tHeN LeArN tO fALL... haha... tHen aFtEr 2 hOuRs, cAn bLaDe (tHough nOt zAi)... cAn sToP, cAn dO fOrwArD aNd bAcKwArD sWizzLe, cAn tUrN aBiT... sTiLL rOoM fOr iMpRoVeMeNt LaR... LoOK fOrwaRd tO tHe weL come tEa @ fUJi iCe sKatiNg rInG cOmInG thUrs... *smilez*


iT wAs niCe kNowing sOme nEw fRiEnds...(sImin, dAryL, xIuMiN, eLiZaBeTh... i forgot some of their names!!) tHough mAiNLy fRoM yEaR 3...



You should be dating a Taurus.
20 April - 20 May
This gentle creature is dependable, artistic, and
very calm and patient. Though Taurus has the
tendency to be self-indulgent, stubborn or
materialistic, this bull naturally enjoys a
roll in the hay!


What Zodiac Sign Are You Attracted To?
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Friday, August 15, 2003

 
Thursday 14 August 2003


sTaTs LeCt


hA~ OnLy 1 LecTUrE tOdAy fRoM 12pm tO 1.30pM... sTaTiStIcS... aCtUALLy dUn wAnT tO gO bUt tHEn i hAd tO tAkE mY LeGaL bOOk fROM RoBiN... sO hAiz... tHen tHiNk vErY bAd tO pOn LeCt wHeN sCh jUsT sTaRtEd sO yEaH... dRaG mYseLf oUT tO sCh... thiNk mY sTaTs rEaLLy gOne cAsE.. dUn uNdErStAnD qUiTe abIt, gOtTa jIaYoU LoRz... hEe~


aFtEr LeCt wEnT tO eAt tHe bEjInG 'jIaO zI' @ bIzaD cAntEeN... nOt bAd... iT's a tHuRsDaY sPecIaL... mE aNd JiNgtiNg shArEd a pLatE oF 20... yUm yUm~ cAnDY oNLy hAd dEsSeRt... nExT tHuRs tRy tHe JiaO zi k~! *smilez*


nTu bOwLiNg tRiaL


wEnT ovEr tO bUkIt pAnjAnG pLaZa tO sEe jAsc bOWl aFtEr mY LuNcH... sHe gOt bOwLing tRiaL... sHe tIeD wItH tHe 3rD fReShMeN LoRz bUt tHen tHe fReShIe gOt HiGheR hIghEsT gAmE... sO jAsC rAnK 4tH fReShiE... *never mind ger.. bet u'll achieve ur aim someday... jiayou jiayou~!*


mEt dIaNa @ tHe aLLeY tOO~ hAhA... sO lOnG nEvEr sEe hEr lE sHe stiLL so fArNi... sHe's In eNgInE... sEeIng hEr rEmInDs mE oF mY aH bU aNd PapA... hOPe tHeY aRe doiNg fInE...


JaM 'N' HoP~!


tHe nUIs bIzaD pArTy's heLd aT nEwSrOoM bAR [N.B]... wE (jAsC, wAiYiNg, JaYnE, JeSsIcA sEaH, jeSsICa LiM, AmY, YonghUI, pEiwEn, KaILi) sTaYed fOr aWhiLe.. cHeErInG fOR IrZa fOr thE pAegEnT aNd tHen sEe abIT oF stReEt dAncING tHen tALk aBiT oF rUbbIsH tHen wEnT oVEr tO cHeEkY mOnKeYs fOR a dRiNk sInCe iT's LaDIeS NiTe... tHe mUsIc tHerE nOt bAd... hIp hOp r&b... dAnCEd aBiT tHeN dEcIDeD tO gO bAcK tO N.B cOs gOt mOrE pPL dAncE tHeRe... iT wAs fUn~ fiRsT tiMe i tRiEd bAr tOp dAncIng...(with jAsC AmY JeSs IrzA) tHe viEw fRoM uP tHEre wAs qUiTe sHiOk... hAhA... jUs hOpe tHe ppL wUn rEcOgNiSe mE iN cAmPuS... *oh no...* mUsT tHaNk jAsC aNd aMy... i wOuldn'T hAvE wEnT uP iF nOt fOr tHeiR iNsIsteNcE & cOmPaNy... hee~


indeed a good way to let my hair down wor... so fun to go party with a group of friends... all those dancing really proved to be quite a good workout... sweating the 'highness' of our drinks previously off... hee~ of course i knew why people drink to drown their sorrows... i did not mind not being 100% sober ever again... rationality can be heart-aching, practicality sucks... but oh well... there's nothing i can do sia.. the smiley mask is here to stay i guess...


You are "the hero". you're hot. you're
on fire. you always get the chick. now don't
you have someone to rescue? scram.


What fairy tale cliche are you?
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You are a ThoughtFul Fairy. You think about
everyone around you and make sure everyone is
happy. People like you because you are so kind.


What Kind Of Mystical Fairy Are You?
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Wednesday, August 13, 2003

 
Wednesday 13 August 2003


nO sChOOL dAy~


hA~ jUsT sTarTed LeCtUrEs tHiS wEeK... hAd aLL mY 5 LecTs le... tMr gOt 1 mOrE sTaTiStIcs LeCt, theN tHaT's tHe eNd oF mY sCh wEeK! yEaH, iT's 3-dAY wEeK w/O tHe tUtOrIaLs... aLrItE, sO fAr sO gOOd... tHoUGh dUN rEaLLy uNdErStAnD mY pRogRaMMing aNd cOmPutInG LeCtUrEr's eNgLiSh... mAnAgEd tO gEt 2Nd hAnD tExTBKs aT ReAsOnaBLe pRicEs...


it's been a few days, uncertain of the progress at the moment... doubtful even of oneself's mind... blinded by obstinacy... time is what crushes all but still trust it to heal... worthless for tears to reign... who doesn't cognize this? words and action do not coincide all the time... possibly consciously now... there's always two roads to choose from, one being smoother than the other... and the only reward is that it's smoother... it does not guarantee more contentment or in other words, less misery... what the hell... repugnance occurs when disappearance act begins...



you are a storm/sabretooth shipper!


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You are the green fairy.


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Thursday, August 07, 2003

 
Thursday 7 Aug 2003


bIZ cOm iNtErvIeW


i wAs LaTe fOr tHe iNtErviEw... sUPPoSeD tO rEaCh @ 1pM... bUt i OvErSLePt.. tHinK i'D hAv miSsEd tHe iNtErvIeW iF aMy hAd nOt cALLed tO wAkE mE uP... yEp.. sO aFtEr i WoKe uP, rEaLisEd i hAd a vErY bAd sOrE tHrOaT... sTiLL cAn sPeaK, jUs tHaT iT's vErI uNcomfOrtAbLe... ha, so yEp, wEnt tO YIH sTuDeNts' uNiOn sEcReAtErIaT aBt 1.20pm wItH aMy aNd wAiYiNg.. fiLLed uP a fOrm... i wAs tHe fIrSt oF 3 oF uS tO go...


gOt 2 gUys fRoM bIz cOm siTtiNg aT tHe bEncH aNd i sAt oPp tHeM iN thE cEntRe lOr... i fOrgOt tHeiR nAmeS.. jUs nOe tHe one oN tHe LeFt's iN bLacK wHiLe tHw oThEr's iN bLue... tHe oNe iN bLue woN LasT yEar'S uNion pAegEnT.. hE's a bIzAdEr... nOt bAd... *wahahahaha* aNywAY, they asKed qNs Like wHy dO i waNt tO jOiN tHeM, wHaT dO i uNdErStAND aBt bIz cOM, wHaT taLeNtS dO i haVe tO oFfEr, wHaT i hOpE tO acHieVe iF i'M iN.. tHeY aLsO aSk mE tO seLL tHem a lIgHT sTiCk, pReTeNd i'M a sALespErsOn wHo hAs a qUoTa tO mEeT... aRgh... tHiNk i fLoP tHaT paRt, cOs i sO nOt a sAleS pErsOn LoRz... bUt qUiTe iNtErEstEd iN maRkEtIng sO tOt cAN LeaRn... hAhA, oTHEr thAn fLoPpIng tHe sCenAriO thIngy i tOt thE rEsT wAs oKay, LaugheD qUitE aBit, they wErE nOt tHaT bAd, nOt iNtImiTaTIng la... mUcH bEtTeR tHan tHe iNtErvIew i hAd to gO thOUgH iN J1 fOr thE co-Op mAaGeMent... 5 or 6 tEacHeRs fOr tHe pAnEl oF iNtErvIEwErS... hAHA... (amy had to sell a slimming course to a slightly underweight guy!)


qUITe aN eXpErIeNcE... i nOt aMbItIoUs i thInK... jUs tHoughT cAn paRtIcIpaTe iN tHeiR orgAnIsAtiOn oF eVeNts wiL bE fUn... gt tO lEaRn thInGs rELevAnt fOr fUtUrE.. tHe bLuE gUy sAy tHey dO wRiTE bUsInEss pROPoSaLs tHen rEmIndEd mE oF tHe sNcF cOmPetItiOn wE jOineD LasT yEaR haha...nOw JusT waIT tO gO tHeiR wELcome tEa nExT sAt...


wEnT tO eAt cHeEsE pRaTa aT oNe oF tHe sHoPs aT fOnG sEnG aFtEr tHaT... waLkeD fRom eUsOf hALL tO tHe sHop... wEatHeR sO hOt! wALkeD pasT IrZa's rOOm tHen cALLeD hiM tO jOiN uS, oNLy tO rEaLisE hE's aT hOmE... hA, yEaH, sO aNyWaY, wEnT hOmE aFtEr oUr LaTe Lunch... rEaCh hOmE i cOncUss le... fEeL LiKE gOiN to faLL sIcK aNy mOmEnT... sO nEvEr gO dOwn hELp rAg sIdE... cAnNot sTaY oVEr iN cAmPuS.. =( sHaLL rEsT tHeN tMr gO sUpPoRt tHeM aT SRC~!


oh ya, amy found the frisby counter during the matriculatin fair!!! yeah! so we can go join their welcome tea oso! haha...



Beauty and the Beast


Which Fairy Tale Are You?
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The Goddess Nature: The original mother-goddess,
represented by the color green and the element
earth. Nature is all about love, kindness, and
baking. She is all things domestic. Often has
to be the peacemaker in any dispute between her
Sisters.


Which Goddess Owns You?
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You are: MAYONNAISE! You are chill, laid back and
easy going. You don't want to start trouble if
you don't have to.


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Wednesday 6 Aug 2003


dEaN'S eVeNiNg~!


tOdAy'S tHe LasT dAy oF oRiEnTaTIOn wEek... hAd diNnEr @ nUs GuILd hALL.. weLL, eNjOyAbLe nItE.. tHe fOOd's nOt bAd... IrZa'S Mr o-WeEk aNd tHe sEnIoRs weRe sO sWeEt tO gIv uS a sUrpIsE aFtEr thE eVeNiNg pRogRaMmE eNdEd... wE fOLLoWeD tHem aNd cAMe tO bIz sCh, bEsIdE tHe cAntEeN.. mArK anD sHaOyOnG hUNg LigHt sTiCks aRoUnD tHe PLaCe.. sO nIcE! tHeN wE waTcHeD a sHOrt pResEntAtIoN oF aLL tHe pHOtOs wE tOoK dUrInG the wEeK oN LaPtOp.. aFtEr whIcH wE eaCh wErE gIvEn oNe coPy oF tHe pReSEnTatIoN bUrnEd iNtO cD-rOM... wAs tOuChEd bY tHe eFfORt... iT's aLsO oNLy tHeN i rEaLisEd tHe cHeeSe caKe wE hAd oN tHe mOrNiNg oF tHe thIrD dAY wAs bAkEd By mArK~! sO zAi! haha~


iT diD nOt eNd tHeRe, cOS wE dEcIdEd tO 'RePaY' tHeIr kIndnEsS bY sAbOtAgE... (thanz to irza...) wE mAdE mARk iSnA sHaOyOnG anD LiYiNg pLaYeD tHe gAmEs thE cOuPlEs oF thE wEeK pLaYed.. haha!mArK hAd tO pAsS a nAmE cArD tO IsNa (lip to lip) aNd hE hAd tO tHiNk oF a waY tO pIcK hEr uP... sHaOyOnG wAs bLiNdfOldEd and hAd tO mAkE hIs wAy tO LiYing wHo wAs aLsO bLiNdFoLdEd, hOld hEr hAnD, tHe otHeR hANd tOUchIng any pArT oF hEr uPPeR bOdY... wHiLe sHe hAd tO put hEr fReE haNd oN anY pArT oF hIs LoWeR bOdy... so gLaD i wAsn'T iNvOLvEd iN pLaYIng... wAHHaa, iT wAs fUn sEeInG pPL gEtTiNg sAbOeD...


tHe yR 2 gIrLs dAnCed tHe dAnce tO joLiN's '72 bIan' bEfOre wE sTaRteD tAkIng pHotOs... sO nIcE oF tHem... tHey rEaLLy cAN dAncE mAn... iF onLy i cAN dO tHaT aS wELL... haha~


hee, enjoyed myself, though now not really feeling well due to lack of sleep... shall take this weekend to recuperate... hopefully life in uni wun be as bad as i'd thought.. haha, shall go find more ppl who're in the same lecture grp... so can go attend lessons together... oh ya, haven't plan for my tutorials too... hmmm...


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Friday, August 01, 2003

 
Friday 1 August 2003


oRiEnTaTiOn wEeK~!


wOw... fiNaLLy sEttLed dOwN tO bId fOr mY 1sT sEmEsTeR mOdUlEs... nOt bAd, nOw cAn gEt tHe hANG oF tHe cORs sYsTeM Le... tHoUGH stiLL aBiT uNsUrE aNd wOrrIed aBt tHe aLLoCaTiOn... hOPefULLy bY tHe eNd oF eVeRythIng i cAn gEt a 4-dAy wEeK wiTH aLL tHe 5 cORe mOduLes i wAnT.. *wink*


hAaA~ sO fOr tHe pAsT 3 dAys i'Ve bEeN gOiNg tO nUs bIz sCh fOR oRiEnTaTiOn... gOT tO kNoW qUiTe a nUmbEr oF fReShMeN aNd sENIoRs... tHe seNiOrs aRe reALLy aMiAbLe aNd hELpfuL... eSp wHen aSsIsTiNg iN cLeArInG oUr dOubTs aBoUT tHe bIddIng sYsTeM! tHanKs a miLLiOn~! *grinz* hMMm, sO fAR nOt bAd.. gEttIng aLoNg fInE wiTh mY oG ppL, thOUgh nOt aLL oF them tUrN uP aLL tHe tIme... gLaD tO kNoW pPl liKe jInGTiNg YoNghUi AmY kELLyn Irza LiHuI HasHuRa QiNgyUn JacKLyN KaiLi AdEL.. eTc anD sEnIoRs MaRk(oGL) iSnA(AoGL) LidUaN HaNbIn LyNa ShAoyOnG RobIn KaILi... aRgH, sOmE mOrE cAnNoT rEM naMeS~! *heez*


hmm, looking forward to school life as a bizader... still in the process of adapting i'll say... haha... gonna visit friends at their halls! hmmm... well... *prays hard for bidding*



You are "Beauty and the Beast"! You don't
need much in life but are preety content with
little things. Your strong point is saying what
you're thinking. Just make sure you don't hurt
others with what you say even if it is
unintentional.


What fairy tale best suits you?
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Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.


What color do you see the world in?
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You are PIPER. Although sometimes quite stroppy,
you are a kind funny person. You are a very
loving person.


*+*+* wHiCh ChArMeD cHaRaCtEr ArE yOu? *+*+*
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Tuesday, July 29, 2003

 
Monday 28 July 2003


mATrIcULaTiOn~!


rEaChEd hOmE liKe 11aM... sHaREd cAb wiTh jAsC yOnGLiNg WaiYiNg... fOrcEd mYsELf tO sTaY aWaKe sInCe i hAd tO gEt mY aSs dOwn tO NuS fOr maTrIcUlAtIon... gOT tErrIbLe hEaDaChE(hangover) bUt gOt bEtTEr laTeR oN...


nOthInG rEaLLy sPeCIaL... exCePt wE(me waiying) wErE LooKinG aRoUnd fOr cUtE gUyS... haha... sAw mAnY maNy pReTty gIrL's iNsTeAd~! wENt tHrOuGh thE cCa fAiR... sIgNeD uP fOr a fEw aLoNg oUr wAy... hMMm... gOt tO kNoW whO'S mY OGL fOr OrIenTaTIOn wEeK... cOs hE hApPeNs tO kNoW yInGjUn.. hAhA... oKaY, hOpE i'LL eNjOy mY tiMe wiTH mY oG...


wEnT hOmE tAKiNg cAb aFtEr tHe fAIR... mET qUiTe a nUmBeR oF pPL i kNoW aNd aRe iN bIzAd... sAw sOmE cUtE gUys tOo... haha... sTIL dEcIdiNG wHiCh wELcoMINg tEa sEssIoN tO gO fOr...


pui and yongling came to my place for dinner~! haha... din realise yongling never came to my place before... it was her first time!! haha... anyway ya... that's all for today...


.:dAbEe:. 4:03 PM

 
Sunday 27 July 2003


gAtHeRiNg @ nELLiE's...


wEnT oVeR tO nEL's fRoM jInG's aRoUnD lAtE aFtErNoOn... iT's nEL's bIrThdAY cELebRaTiOn~!
ppL whO wEnT:lihling, jasc, yongling, jiali, qianyu, liwen, waiying, shuhui, carole, wendy, liling
hAd a ReALLy nIcE tImE cAtCHiNg uP wItH oNe aNoTHErS' LiFe... hAd a GrEaT tImE cRaPPiNg, dRiNkInG aNd sHArIng oUr sToRIEs... tHoUgH tHe haNgOvEr wAs qUiTe tErrIbLe, eNjOyEd mY tImE aLoT~!


nel, thanks alot for this celelbration plus gathering @ your place... it's really a good place to gather us once in a while, cos ur place's rather central, as you've said... =) gatherings like this is good good good... pure girls' talk... interesting and fun.. haha... it's amazing how we've matured in many many ways... your msg did get across loud and clear ger... i know and get what you're trying to say... i hope i won't let you ppl down... it;s just that right now it's not the time yet.. in time we'll see okay... promise... you take care, can see that you're not having an easy time lately... remember i'm here, WE'RE here... we all have our difficult times... and we are strong eh? hang in here~! no matter how heavy and long the rain falls, tit WILL stop...

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You are a chocolate cake, people see you as laid
back and confident. sometimes you can be a bit
daring, but you always a sweetheart!


What kind of cake are you?
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Your creativty and craftsmenship doesn't come from
nowhere. You used to be an artisan in your past
life, painting murals, sculpting statues, and
crafting wood for more noble people.


Who were you in your past life?
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YOU ARE ... DAMSEL IN DISTRESS! (Chii from Chobits)


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oh yeah, i've just updated the pictures in my webby recently, so drop by if you have the time yeah...



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Saturday 26 July 2003


ChEeSe cAke sEsSiOn~!


sO hApPy~! wEnT oVeR tO jINgLin'S pLaCe tO bAkE cHeEsE cAkE~! weLL, WaNhUi InEz BeNjaMiN JuNmIng jAsC wErE tHeRe tOo... mE wAn JiNg baKeD tHe cAkE wHILe tHe rEmAiNiNg pLaYeD maHjOnG... sInCe wE oNLy rEaChEd aROUnd 10 pLuS aT nIgHt, wE sTaYeD aWAKe tiL tHe nExt mOrNiNg... aFtEr tHe mAhJong aNd bAkInG sEssIon, wE wALked tO nEarbY pRatA sHoP(oPeN 24hrs) fOr bReaKfAst... tHeN wENT baCk wE dEcidEd tO sLeEp... bEN InEz lEfT eArLiEr aFtEr tRyInG tHE cAkE... tHe rEsT oF uS sTaYed aNd wErE aLL wELL-fEd~! tHaNx tO jInG's mUm~!oF cOuRsE nOt fOrgEtTInG tHe yUmmY cHeEsE cAke~!
jing, thanks for letting us go ur place and have fun! really enjoyed my time there... and yeah! i learnt how to bake cheese cake! xiexie ni~! look forward to another session in near future!


You are Hermione Granger. You are involved in your
books more than socialising but when it comes
to protecting your friends, you always know
what to do. A clever, ambitious person and a
loyal friend. Go you!


Which Hogwarts student best describes you?
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Helga Katrina Sinclair, from Atlantis -- No matter
what anyone says, you're a heroine. We all
know you were just led on and misguided by that
Rourke creep. You're intelligent and
independant... except when it comes to men.
Then you're just prone to making bad choices.
Love your sense of style.


Which Kick-Ass Animated Heroine Are You?
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Wednesday, July 23, 2003

 
Wednesday 23 July 2003


nEw LcD mOnItOr~!


oH yEs~! fiNaLLy gEt mY nEw LcD mOnItoR!!!! tHaNkS tO yOnGLiNg aNd jAsC fOr yOuR cOmPaNy~! oH yEs, sO i bOUgHt mY sHaRp mOnItoR aT siM LiM sQuArE... aLsO bOuGht a nEw bAg aNd a pAiR oF sLipPeRs aT bUgIs sTrEeT... aLriGhT i'LL uPdAtE aGaIn sOoN... gOnNa eNjOy sUrFiNg! fELt sO dEpRivEd...



Singapore Chinese Girls' school


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Big Grin; :-D applaud my award-winning smile

This quiz was made by Sara (www.saradover.com)


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Godlike


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